The qualm with my un godly name

Andrew " brave courageous , manly"
Bryce " son of noble blood"
Billinglsey " ancient place of origin one of the oldest surnames ever recorded , post 7th century England , migrate to be mostly confederates"

Okay I was just thinking about my name , cause my name is just another word , but to my family , it's more then that it's your heritage , and I was thinking , every Billingsley in my family has Gods graces in their names some were either beginning or middle , because even though the Billingsleys come from blue blood , I can't find any where that states gods favor in the billingsley name itself ,;like my friend Whitecotton , how come his surname is defined as " favored by god". Like I dunno WHITE COTTON , like how'd did that happen there are no Grecian of Latin roots in that at all , but some how the English language gives him gods favor , and I was just thinkin out of every Billingsley in my family , I'm the only one I know that dosnt have gods graces in his names , that's like 3o plus Billingsleys that all have gods favor in their name lol , like trust , if god appeared in front of me in physical form , Id punch that sick fuck in the mouth , but my brother ian -"god is forgiving" my middle sister middle name Lauren -" victory of wisdom " god
Apollo

My eldest sister first name
Christa-" follower of Christ"

So on and a forth until I'm tired of hearing biblical names ,
I just find it odd , that my name asks no power from god , and is completely a separate fixture of whatever god is , my mom told me a few weeks ago she woulda named me Isaac -"he will laugh" I never even had the possibility of a god favored name , and really at 25 I'm kinda angry about it , and it's so strange how biblical names really grow to be some ones actual describing defining charartistic attributes , of the not the infant , but latter, the man that pursues , I need no god , Especially one that lords over even my own name , haha ,!cant help but to think about my mothers insurmountable intuition ,

If god ever finds himself to have me also seeing him, he'll find a stubborn bastard who thinks he's on equal footing with the universe itself and even him lol, my name fits me all the more I think about it