Fanfic enthusiast, occasional blogger and a recently heart-broken bum
I lie awake staring at the walls, woken by a dream that seemed so real. My heart aches so bad and I fist my shaking hands to keep from reaching for my phone.
I promised once, a dear friend of mine that I would love with everything I have. To pour all my heart into the person I choose to love. To sacrifice everything I can to make him happy.
When it comes to you I give everything that I have, anything that you ask for, everything that I can. You know I'll try whatever needs to be done to get you to smile.
Lie to me when you kiss me in front of your friends. Lie to me when you kiss me when we're alone. Lie to me when you hold my hand. Lie to me when you ask how I am.
A kiss on the cheek, on top my eyelids, on my nose, on my forehead. A kiss to comfort my broken heart. A heart broken by you.
You weave your stories trying to keep me happy. You tell me your truths so I wouldn't wonder. But do you ever listen to the questions I asked.
Sometimes it's when we least expect it that we remember. When we smell the earthy smell of rain, or hear the notes of a forgotten song.