8 August 2012
Dear Diary,
Today has been a stressful day for me. The rain poured heavily all day and my body has been a total wreck. This month, the guy who has been paired with me shall come to see me. I haven't slept for days because of thinking too much about it. To tell you the truth, I haven't felt a single speck of affection for the guy. I know that his parents are expecting me to give him some sort of chance, and I'm trying my best to force myself to love. Only, until now, I can't seem to do it.
Two days ago, a good friend confided to me. It was so nice and warm to hear from that person. Everything he says takes my breath away. I wanted to let my emotions take over; I wanted to let my heart rule. But my situation with this "paired guy" makes my heart throb. I can't breathe and I can't choose. So tell me, what have I got to lose? Well maybe, the love I can never have again if I let this pass. Will I regret this also, dear diary?
Even though I may never get an answer from you, I'm glad you have always listened.
*Sigh*
-The girl who loved, but never did.
The Girl Who Loved, But Never Did • Opuss № I