It's Been a Long Time

hello (:

I haven't been writing for sometime because I've been busy trying to get a job; sort my life out. not that it has been sorted but, during the early process of sorting my life out, I had to do lots of thinking and, that was tiring, so to speak.

to start, I still feel lost.
I do not like my current job because it's too monotonous. I mean, I was a fire fighter! and now, I'm sitting down in a crane cabin clicking on the computer. but more than that, I feel that something is missing; a direction; a purpose.
so what I'm going to do is to try and get a better job.
I can't afford to think past that yet, so I'll just concentrate on my current "goal" first.

again, hello opussians! (:
I hope all of you are doing good!