1 June 2012
I don't know if I should leave you alone to handle the pain or to call you and assure you that things will be alright. I know you will be crying so much later. I know memories will start flooding soon. But I don't know if calling you will make things better. I've been told that sometimes I should leave you alone to handle it for yourself because, if I don't, you will start using me as your "fall guy." Subconsciously you will start thinking that it's okay for you to go back and indulge this pain because I will be there to try and drag you out of it.
But you are my PIC. No matter my feelings for you, shouldn't I help you regardless of situations? Even if I love you, shouldn't you come first?
What do I do?
Should I Call? • Opuss № I