8 March 2013
I feel sick. Not because my tonsils are enflamed and every time I swallow I feel like I'm sipping bleach, But I do feel like sipping bleach most of the time. Too dark.
I feel sick because of the spiral in my mind Is conflicting with all these thoughts about the future that I can't even choose for my self and I hate the fact that I have to just wait for it to happen. What the fuck is going to happen? I'm angry now because what if I turn into that thing that I've been dreading. Those corporate monkeys feeding the system that are enslaved to the system and are breeding more to spread the system like its a good fucking thing.
What the hell has humanity turned into? Answer me!
Are you living for tomorrow? Or are you planning your weekly rota?
See how the system engulfs you without you even knowing your 9-5 is a repetition until the end of your existence with maybe a 2 week holiday and in that time you might call it freedom. Or shall I say the break the system has given to you so you don't run into that asylum you call a room for work.
I feel sick that this planet is becoming more like a living breathing schedule and its okay to have order. No it's okay to be organised if that's who you are.
I just feel sick that the majority of the population think that being successful is earning 60k plus a year as a minim is perfection. Stabbing backs and malicious attacks trying to climb at the top whilst people are breaking bones at the bottom just to make ends meat.
I feel sick that this world has no more conscious.
I feel sick that at the end of the day when your laying in your grave the only thing you can remember was clocking in at work.
I feel sick that we have lost love.
But most of all.
I feel sick that we have lost our freedom.
This Is What Happens When I Let My Mind Travel • Opuss № I