11 February 2013
Half the time I write or talk about love It feels phony. Actually more than half the time, its probably closer to most of the time. I mean, I've never “gone out” and saying the term itself makes me feel fake. I've never been romantically involved with a member of the opposite gender in any sense of the word. Because of all that, when I'm talking about said relationships or writing about love I feel like one of Caulfield's phonies. That's why I rarely see the importance of love based holidays and why of you meet me in person I'm quite reserved and quiet. I don't know. Mabye one day I'll see everything come into the light. Maybe it just is going to happen later for me than everyone else. Maybe.
As always, ZenMercury,
148.On Love • Opuss № I