4 Months

Four months.. Four months until I leave this place. That is if its God's will for me to go. I'll be leaving this small town that's not even on the map to a whole new world is how I see it. London. I've never even left the U. S. This will be my first time leaving to another country, and my first time to be out on my own. Am I excited? Am I ready? Am I afraid? Will I miss my friends and family? Will i get homesick? Yes to all the above. "Why are you leaving Bianca; do you think you're better than us?" No of course not. I just have a dream, and I want to pursue whatever path that God wants me on. I feel like this is where I need to go. Why? I have yet to find out, but God will show me the way as long as I trust in him. I want to inspire other people from my hometown to go after their dreams. Show them that even a small town kid can go somewhere in life. I want to be a role model. My wish is that everything I have done has touched somebodys life in such a way that they will desire not to follow my path, but to create one of their own with my path as the blueprint. This is why I strive to do everything to the best of my capabilities, so that one day I will obtain the knowledge and supplies I need to better the lives of others everywhere. I want my words, art, or actions to have a positive impact. Everything I do is an attempt to show others that they can do anything and everything they set there minds to. My belief is that every single person has the potential to be great and do something in life, but sometimes they need a push. They need to see that there are people who stand up for their beliefs and do not conform to to the ideas of people around them. Everybody needs to see that its okay to be different, to stand up for whats right, be a leader, and follow your dreams wherever they may take you. Im spreading my wings to fly, and yes I may fall. But I also may soar into the sky.

My late night thoughts while chilling in a hotel. Goodness I really need some ramen noodles. Nom nom nom