Unwanted

Sometimes I feel so very small,
Tears fall, I don't know why,
The ground just wants to eat me whole,
The earth wants me to cry,

I feel like I'm not needed,
In this universal plan,
Just another awkward part,
A big disgrace to man,

I try and try, to make things work,
To make things go my way,
But in the end, all I can see,
Is faces in dismay,

The universe is out of reach,
I'm in a deep dark hole,
A endless trap, I'm lost in gloom,
And I can't find my soul,

The gods look down upon me,
They mock, they laugh, they jeer,
To them, I am a worthless wreck,
With nothing but a tear,

I want to be remembered,
But I'm too small to see,
The important ones, they stride on by,
Overlooking me,

I can be discarded,
Easily, no one will know,
I was just another ghost,
All lost out in the snow,

I am not a vital part,
Just something temporary,
And though I try, I try and try,
Needed, I'll never be.