Stone cold deep inside,
My eyes are glassy, blue,
A whisper of what I was,
Nothing I feel is true,
A sullen ghost, defeated,
Whispering in the dark,
Skin all pale and opaque,
Lost that glowing spark,
Hollow heart and hollow love,
Losing my feelings, cold,
Wading knee-deep in misery,
A secret left untold.
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I'm clumsy, clueless, insanely shy and generally a lunatic.
I guess I'll fall into this trap. I guess I have no choice. I tried to scream but no one heard. I guess I have no voice. These wounds I thought that time would heal. I guess that I was wrong.
Sometimes I feel so very small,. Tears fall, I don't know why,. The ground just wants to eat me whole,. The earth wants me to cry,. I feel like I'm not needed,. In this universal plan,.
Without the slightest hint. my days can turn dark. My mind reduced to a torrid grey sea. Drowning in blackness. I struggle to breathe. Trying to set myself free...from me. My racing heart leaps.
Standing in a crowd, I can't help but shout allowed, Why can't you see me. Why can't you hear me. They say it's all my fault, They begin their verbal assault, Why am I not pretty. Why am I not witty.
A waterfall of fear, Drips in every tear. A torrential tear thunder, Is filled with so much wonder. A thousand spiky lies, Weaves its way into cries. Every piece of pain, Is totaled in a tear-rain.
It's the hardest thing to do. It makes me feels so weak. I say the words reluctantly. When I just don't wish to speak. It's something even you'll do. Yes, everyone does wrong. It can be a happy...
My eyes are tired, Red with pain, Drained out, Like desert rain. Dull ache Through my bones, Crushed silk, Love on loans. Fairy wings Through locked doors, Unpainted walls, Red foot sores.
My heart has gone numb, It has no feeling at all, And when they tried to fix it, Apart it did fall, There's no light inside it, Or bundle of hope, A feeling of brightness, How can I cope.
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