Stone cold deep inside,
My eyes are glassy, blue,
A whisper of what I was,
Nothing I feel is true,
A sullen ghost, defeated,
Whispering in the dark,
Skin all pale and opaque,
Lost that glowing spark,
Hollow heart and hollow love,
Losing my feelings, cold,
Wading knee-deep in misery,
A secret left untold.
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I'm clumsy, clueless, insanely shy and generally a lunatic.
I guess I'll fall into this trap. I guess I have no choice. I tried to scream but no one heard. I guess I have no voice. These wounds I thought that time would heal. I guess that I was wrong.
Without the slightest hint. my days can turn dark. My mind reduced to a torrid grey sea. Drowning in blackness. I struggle to breathe. Trying to set myself free...from me. My racing heart leaps.
Sometimes I feel so very small,. Tears fall, I don't know why,. The ground just wants to eat me whole,. The earth wants me to cry,. I feel like I'm not needed,. In this universal plan,.
I stay where I am because I am where I stay. Yet you push me away. All you do is betray. You won't let me back. All I fear is attack. And my worries, they stack. Weighing heavy on my back.
Hope shattered against realisation. His happiness, his sacrifice. His playfulness imprisoned. Withdrawn from all, but one.... And two.... And two.... Withdrawn from all. Withdrawn from view.
When I'm at my proudest. A whisper's smile: it's light. You always point out something. There's a fault; it's not quite right. I suppose I'll never be brilliant. Destined for picking apart.
I'm mixed as these tears fall down my face. Never in my wildest dreams. The pain slicing as I fell from grace. But my heart still joyfully beams. I'd never believe I'd have got to one.
I'm sick of this mask I can't breathe under here My hearts beating too fast Claustrophobia brings tears I'm sick of this mask You cannot see me smile But underneath it lasts May just take it off a...
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