I'm mixed as these tears fall down my face
Never in my wildest dreams
The pain slicing as I fell from grace
But my heart still joyfully beams
I'd never believe I'd have got to one
But it's lonely up here
I don't yet feel like I've won
So much I still fear
They say its lonely at the top
I think they're right
This isn't stopping my tears as they drop
Happy but in pain my chest is tight
I miss so many that have gone
Came first feel I'm fading
I really am just now one
Nothing I'm now gazing
Crying happy one
The pain still hurts
Crying pain one
I guess it could be worse
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