Sick

Sick of all the deceit and lies,
sick of feeling low and missing the highs,
sick of hearing the awful truth,
sick of time robbing me of my youth,
sick of feeling I have no use,
sick of seeing the fake smiles,
sick of seeing fools with their cheap suites and ties,
sick of seeing only red lights,
sick of turning corners and walking into fights,
sick of being able to forgive,
sick of not being able to forget,
sick of wanting to leave,
sick of being begged to stay,
sick of living in the past,
sick of going nowhere fast,
sick of nothing being the same,
But I forget it all when I hear her name.