Look into my eyes
Tell me what you see
It won't be happy
It won't be pretty
The way I act
Makes me seem happy
It makes me seem fine
But look into my eyes
There you will see
See the hurt
See the hate
In my eyes I will seem distant
Look into my eyes
There you will see everything
Everything I hold inside there you will see me
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I need to find a place. Where my head can rest. I need to find a place. Where I can be my best. My brain is not my own no more. Clouded with too much stress. I just really want to know the score.
I want to cry, I need to cry But tears, they just won't fall. My body is racked with despair My tear ducts blind to it all.
Inky mess,. Created by tears,. Created by stress,. Written fears,. The paper was white,. Now smudged black,. Teeming with fright,. The ink attack,. Blurs of words,. On the page,. Two thirds,.
Somedays it takes all my strength just to feel alive,. If I was pulled any thinner, I don't think I'd survive,. I am just the empty hollow in between your dreams,.
Choked up. Crying hard. It hurts. So much. Feels like. A hole. Deep inside. My soul. How can. I be. So empty. But feel. so full. Like someone. Is pushing. Against my skull. Breaking me. From the.
Depression known but never shown, Concealed from the face of truth, Cloaked in lies and severed ties, Obscured by the guise of youth.
My heart has gone numb, It has no feeling at all, And when they tried to fix it, Apart it did fall, There's no light inside it, Or bundle of hope, A feeling of brightness, How can I cope.
Battered and broken. Someone outspoken. Light turned dark. Forever the mark. So much pain I'm gone. Tears now all done. Living in the pain. The tears the rain. Everything flew away.
@misslittleDHP thank you I was trying to express how people can hide behind a smile but your eyes give everything away x
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