Depression known but never shown,
Concealed from the face of truth,
Cloaked in lies and severed ties,
Obscured by the guise of youth.
Trailing sin that burns the skin,
Appeasing pain with sweet release,
Dripping tears reveal the fears,
That this anguish will not cease...
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Old and will probably never be finished. Kinda like it though and since I have nothing else, might as well share it.
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Hi. KiK: JammyTots
My heart has gone numb, It has no feeling at all, And when they tried to fix it, Apart it did fall, There's no light inside it, Or bundle of hope, A feeling of brightness, How can I cope.
Look into my eyes. Tell me what you see. It won't be happy. It won't be pretty. The way I act. Makes me seem happy. It makes me seem fine. But look into my eyes. There you will see. See the hurt.
I need to find a place. Where my head can rest. I need to find a place. Where I can be my best. My brain is not my own no more. Clouded with too much stress. I just really want to know the score.
Somedays it takes all my strength just to feel alive,. If I was pulled any thinner, I don't think I'd survive,. I am just the empty hollow in between your dreams,.
I want to cry, I need to cry But tears, they just won't fall. My body is racked with despair My tear ducts blind to it all.
Battered and broken. Someone outspoken. Light turned dark. Forever the mark. So much pain I'm gone. Tears now all done. Living in the pain. The tears the rain. Everything flew away.
Inky mess,. Created by tears,. Created by stress,. Written fears,. The paper was white,. Now smudged black,. Teeming with fright,. The ink attack,. Blurs of words,. On the page,. Two thirds,.
Choked up. Crying hard. It hurts. So much. Feels like. A hole. Deep inside. My soul. How can. I be. So empty. But feel. so full. Like someone. Is pushing. Against my skull. Breaking me. From the.
Old and will probably never be finished. Kinda like it though and since I have nothing else, might as well share it.
@Jamtots absolutely. What more is there to say in the subject that you've not captured in the two stanzas. 👍😘
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