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Stress

I need to find a place

Where my head can rest

I need to find a place

Where I can be my best

My brain is not my own no more

Clouded with too much stress

I just really want to know the score

I'm fed up with this lengthy test

I constantly digress

From one stress to the next

I constantly regret

Most the things that I said

Where has this black cloud come from

Can't pretend it's white instead

Always attacking and telling me

Life is over, your basically dead

Try to spread some love

So why all this stress and pain

I've really had enough

I'm fed up with this name

XSTABLISHX

Stablish

@Stablish

Twenty five year old male from Sudbury, Suffolk, England. I write poetry, quotes, songs and the rare story. Thanks to all who follow, like or re-post xxx

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Comments & Feedback (45)

Made my day ;)

@Tippette It helped to write it down, I just can't seem to shift it easy this time. Thanks for liking though.

Know how you feel babe try to feel better soon hate seeing you stress ๐Ÿ˜” such a brilliant name don't forget that ๐Ÿ˜˜

Don't put yourself down! I sometimes think it helps if you write down your feelings aswell :)

@Stablish pull thru bro it'll all go... peace โœŒ

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@Stablish -Pulls him close to her from behind. Hugs him tight and doesnt let go..- Cheer up sweetheart.

Chin up sweetheart. You have a mahussive support network on here, you are so talented. Please don't forget that and drift to a dark place, you've brightened up this app, stay strong ๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ˜Š

@aleishagayle20 I know, you just have to let it out sometimes. Ps. At least I got a poem posted. I just go from one extreme to the other. Just need a real conversation thats not text sometimes. I am trying my best though.๐Ÿ˜˜

@iPuss I'm trying babe, it's just hard when you get hassle for having a rest, when you have to work for sod all pay, and sweat your arse off, when all the other people just stand under a fan all day for twice the money, then have the cheek to look at you like a piece of shit. It just pisses me off. I need a better job. I will feel better when I get home hopefully. Talk soon.๐Ÿ˜˜

@Stablish ๐Ÿ˜˜

@leelee101 Thanks mate, I'm chilling out now on break so stress sinking a little. Can't wait to get home and catch up with reading, I feel like I miss out.

@RichWithey Good idea, I think I need a walkabout in the outback or something though to be honest, I will try my best to chill though, Thanks for the comment.

@Stablish i know, you feel a little out of it when you can't catch up. Stay strong my man they can't touch you. And besides, I can't defend the light all on my own... ๐Ÿ˜‰

@PoppyA Yeah, I will try, stress builds sometimes, I had to get out how I was feeling, I might have to post a few things on my other account, I have a few issues that I need to get out so I can move on. Hopefully it will help, it has every other time. Thanks for the comment.

@leelee101 I will be back as soon as, I just need to let out some left over darkness.

I get stressed real easy in the morning I know that much. Good post mate ๐Ÿ˜œ

@Stablish be cool. ๐Ÿ˜Š

@Stablish I know babe ๐Ÿ˜ข I know what you mean just feel better soon ok

@Stablish you have the confidence of knowing that the idiots at work wont ever understand life as you do, not this time round anyway.

@crowncottage That means a lot, sometimes I just feel so different to everyone else, I know that it's supposed to be a good thing but I just can't understand why some people are like they are. It's like because I'm a cleaner I'm somehow less of a member of society. People always stare at me and laugh when I walk past. I just get fed up with the way some people treat you. At least I have this place to come to, that's why I feel so stressed probably I just want to spend more time reading an writing, thanks for caring, letting this lot out is helping. Take care.xx

@Stablish Stay strong mate! Don't let it get to you but put it on paper... Ehm... I mean Opuss. It helps! Cheers! ;)

Step 1 - take a deep breath. They don't know you, they can't judge you, don't let them. I hope you feel better soon ๐Ÿ’š

@Stablish remember what i told u

@Stablish when you believe the things I do about life you realise that the more advanced someone is, spiritually, the harder their life is. I know it's hard to take sometimes but it means you are getting closer to perfection, money and a good job is irrelevant, it is how you treat people (and animals) that show what you are worth. Feel sorry for those others and smile.

@melody I know but it's hard mate.

@Stablish get on kik :)

@Stablish you are a beautiful spirit. We see that. And sometimes text is more honest. I probably would never say to your face that I love your kind spirit. Society trains us to be so closed. That's part of the beauty of Opuss. We share a little more here

@Stablish; let it all out and you'll feel better for it. Hope you're feeling better soon, and I don't know what you do, but at least you're working. Out generation have truly lost the work ethic, I see it every day at the recruitment agency i work at. So just be proud that you're working and paying your way x

@ZuperZed Yeah I'm feeling this way for a reason, wish I had more time to write. I'm not short of things to say though fortunately. thanks for the comment mate, I will be back soon.๐Ÿ˜Š

@naaviie I know, it builds up every now and then. Thanks for the comment.๐Ÿ˜Š

@Stablish - you're only human ๐Ÿ˜Š

@crowncottage I try, but it gets hard after a while. It's like people don't have a clue sometimes what's actually going on in the world. Thanks for the comment we have similar views on life, it helps a lot to here these words just to remind me what my life is about. Take care.xx

@ckahn This means a lot to me, I can see some light now, it just gets too much every now and then.

@Stablish thanks, you too x

@ckahn ps. Thank you xx

Hiya buddy - I just want to echo what everyone else is saying. I'm just coming out of bit of a dark place myself and I know it can be depressing, but I know you'll soon bounce back. There's nothing wrong with you mate - well,apart from being a gooner !

@TheCodsPollocks lol, you made me laugh๐Ÿ˜„ that's a good start, I take other peoples worries on board sometimes as well which dons't help. But I'm feeling a bit better now, I've realised that my problems are nothing in comparison to some poor souls about. Thanks for the comment it means a a lot.

Yeah,I know what you mean. If I'm feeling sorry for myself I just look at the news headlines- there's always someone a lot worse of.

@Stablish I agree with @TheCodsPollocks apart from the fact you are a gooner your still a top bloke ๐Ÿป๐Ÿป

@Stablish Well, everybody's addressed the advice, so I'll just say that we all get down, life's rough. Sometimes you just gotta say something, it happens to us all. :)

@ashhkat Thank you, I'm feeling better now I've sat down and chilled out for a bit. Saying something has helped. Hope your day (has/will) (been/be) better.

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@lemonz Thank you, I am feeling better now, it's been a hard couple of days, I won't be on as often, I am prioritising things but I will be sure to keep helping new writers get found. Thanks for the comment, your still young there is still loads of time to take control of emotions. I appreciate the comment, far too kind though I think opuss would be just fine without me, there are plenty of other wonderful people here to help.๐Ÿ˜Š

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@lemonz Thank you, things got too much, on opuss and in life but it's getting better now. I hope life is a bit more kind to you from now on.

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