Inky mess,
Created by tears,
Created by stress,
Written fears,
The paper was white,
Now smudged black,
Teeming with fright,
The ink attack,
Blurs of words,
On the page,
Two thirds,
Covered - words out of the cage,
Anxious scared,
Terrified alone,
Unprepared,
On my own,
The ink,
Makes a picture,
At the brink,
Of a scripture,
No words needed,
Smudges speak for themselves,
My message is heeded,
Into my inner thoughts the disarray delves.
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Hi I'm Sam!!! Kik: sammielee46... "Dance lightly with life" - Jonathan Huie // "Wisdom begins with wonder" - Walt Whitman.
Choked up. Crying hard. It hurts. So much. Feels like. A hole. Deep inside. My soul. How can. I be. So empty. But feel. so full. Like someone. Is pushing. Against my skull. Breaking me. From the.
My heart has gone numb, It has no feeling at all, And when they tried to fix it, Apart it did fall, There's no light inside it, Or bundle of hope, A feeling of brightness, How can I cope.
I want to cry, I need to cry But tears, they just won't fall. My body is racked with despair My tear ducts blind to it all.
I need to find a place. Where my head can rest. I need to find a place. Where I can be my best. My brain is not my own no more. Clouded with too much stress. I just really want to know the score.
Battered and broken. Someone outspoken. Light turned dark. Forever the mark. So much pain I'm gone. Tears now all done. Living in the pain. The tears the rain. Everything flew away.
Look into my eyes. Tell me what you see. It won't be happy. It won't be pretty. The way I act. Makes me seem happy. It makes me seem fine. But look into my eyes. There you will see. See the hurt.
Somedays it takes all my strength just to feel alive,. If I was pulled any thinner, I don't think I'd survive,. I am just the empty hollow in between your dreams,.
Depression known but never shown, Concealed from the face of truth, Cloaked in lies and severed ties, Obscured by the guise of youth.
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