I'm sick of this mask
I can't breathe under here
My hearts beating too fast
Claustrophobia brings tears
I'm sick of this mask
You cannot see me smile
But underneath it lasts
May just take it off a while
I'm sick of this mask
You cannot see my eyes
They twinkle like the stars
May just take it off and cry
I'm sick of this mask
I'm not hiding or disgraced
You'd be happy you asked?
May just talk it off and show my face
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When I'm at my proudest. A whisper's smile: it's light. You always point out something. There's a fault; it's not quite right. I suppose I'll never be brilliant. Destined for picking apart.
Tears. I. Love. You but. I'm still. Crying to. Myself. I. Hate. This old. Feeling I'm. Crying on. My own. So. Eye. Just let. My tears. Spill Down. My face.
Hope shattered against realisation. His happiness, his sacrifice. His playfulness imprisoned. Withdrawn from all, but one.... And two.... And two.... Withdrawn from all. Withdrawn from view.
Battered and broken. Someone outspoken. Light turned dark. Forever the mark. So much pain I'm gone. Tears now all done. Living in the pain. The tears the rain. Everything flew away.
I stay where I am because I am where I stay. Yet you push me away. All you do is betray. You won't let me back. All I fear is attack. And my worries, they stack. Weighing heavy on my back.
I'm mixed as these tears fall down my face. Never in my wildest dreams. The pain slicing as I fell from grace. But my heart still joyfully beams. I'd never believe I'd have got to one.
words cannot describe what I feel inside whats happened to all my pride.
It's raining again outside and in my heart. It's cold and dark,I need a new start. Bright days are becoming less and less. Just problems,troubles and daily stress. Aching for joy,affection and love.
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