better than me

you deserve someone infinitely better than me.
someone as beautiful as you, someone as strong and clever as you, someone as sweet as you.
you deserve better than you could actually find in a human, because your just so wonderful that nobody is good enough to match you. your the best. and although youll never find someone as amazing as you, you at least deserve someone better than me :)
and although im sure with a smart strong funny sweet guy or gal you will find so many good days amd nights, i have something nobody else will ever have.
i love you more than anything in this world, i love you more than anyone else ever will.
you will be hard pushed to find some girl or boy who will give you their jacket and shirt in the freezing snowstorms and shiver in a vest top. someone who spends every penny she has buying you things, someone who will give you her last cigarette when you are both gasping on one. someone who has memorised all your favourite of everything. who will give you their bus ticket and walk home. who'll sprint to your house in the middle of the night in the belting rain just cuz you called to say that you miss me. who'll wipe the puke off your chin and switch clothes with you when your drunk, who'll carry you the three miles home after a big night out...who'll hold you tight when you have a bad trip and who will curl up and cry with you and watch sad films when your having a bad day.
who will ring up your phone just to say "i love you"
itll be almost impossible to find someone who will do all these things for you, someone who will love you as much as me.
but i bloody well hope you find someone who will, cuz your the most wonderful girl in the world and god knows you deserve it. i love you <3