Gun To My Head

Nowhere to go now, finally time to face,
The darkness inside of me, my utter disgrace,

The light burns my eyes, as they threaten my life,
I've trained hard for this, blood, sweat and strife,

Back of my head cold before it fires,
Knew this would happen, an end to my tires,

I knew I would die tonight, innocence lost,
Dark side of life is difficult, this is the cost,

I feel my leg for my defence,
An empty sheath, my hope relents,

My life has been a long shot, chance, gamble, game,
The life I led was my own demise, I take all the blame,

Now here I am, at the end of my world, standing here, as good as dead,
Finally facing my nastiest fears, tear to my eye, gun to my head.