Curiosity Kills

Searching, seeking, wandering, to find.
Those secrets so safely hidden away in your mind.
I count the mistakes I've made but I've lost track & time, learning from mistakes.
Hopeful that's all it takes.
Sinking, sinking to the bottom of a forgotten lake.
Brick tied around my feet as I go into the deep.
Breath becoming vital. My hands tied up,
My memories will I at least keep?
At least realize this. I was dragged into the abyss.
For the demons lips I have kissed.
Staring at the moon shining down through the water, vision fading refusal to hold on any longer then I see a reflection but why did you even bother? Moving in my direction.
Cut the rope but save your hope.
Not everything is a happy ending in reality.
Save your sanity and breath trying to breathe the life back into me.
Nothing could save me from myself.
This is what you call self inflicted hell.
Close my eyes, as I lift up and watch you say your goodbyes.
I know you can't see me but feel me.
Feel no guilt, remember the love we built.
Into the ground, the air suddenly soft and silent, no sound.
I'll see you again somewhere in the end.
But for now just learn where to begin.
Not even tomorrow will I see you again.
Erased. Without a trace.
Death swept in. Now here we are starting over again.