I Can Never Be Sorry Enough

I said something wrong,
you called me a jerk.
I got upset.
Now I don't know what's going on.
I know I'm not a jerk,
and not a pet.

I know you're sad about something.
I want to help,
But not if I'm a jerk.
If you could treat me like I mean something,
then I could help.

Can't be your doormat.
Can't be your loser man.
I do like a heated chat,
but let's not be like that.

I get the blame.
I apologize.
I apologize.
I apologize.
I apologize.

But you never ever apologize.
I'm supposed to let it all slide.
I love you darling, and I would,
but I don't know if I could.

I would be doing you a bad favour,
if I let you enslave me, in hard labour.
You don't want a man who's weak.
You want a man who can speak.
You don't want a mere pushover.
I know, because then it would be over.

I won't be the scapegoat in this love.
I want to be the king in your heart.
I wish we could be good, and spread our loves clove.
I worry that I am now disappearing from your heart.

I hope you stop this disappearing act,
and gosh, I hope you'll just come back.