You Will Know When It Happens

I have many times sat alone in my room, feeling completely content with myself. The space which surrounds me feels so right.
The music I listen to, so much better than it sounded yesterday. The person in the mirror - beautiful. My body - relaxed and composed.
My heart, soul and body perfectly aligned.

It follows the rhythm of my own drum. The voices in my head silence. I unclench my jaw. I close my eyes and smile. All I see is light.

My steps are lighter than before. My eyes - wide open and ready.

I know it won't last. As soon as I leave this place, I will once again question who I am.
But for now
I ask for nothing to change
I ask for solace
I ask for everything to stay the same