Lonely

I stood there in a blur, my captivating imagination taking me somewhere else. I ignored them even though each one of them had someone to hold. While I stood alone. I let my mind roam. I walked away with no emotion displayed on my face. I thought to myself in such contributing energy " Walk away from the people you once knew. Hoping one day they'll regret the chance they blew, if they only knew" Memories so bittersweet, the people they've become now I can't defeat, I fall to my feet feeling obsolete. There was no use for me, my eyes became misty. I walked away in the fog in disgust. Their laughters cackled, I could hear from miles away. It resembled they didn't care about me, they thought I was being nettlesome. But in their minds they could do no wrong, and it was all my fault to them. I seemed to be harebrained and unrestrained to their uncongenial ways towards me. I don't understand why I as a person is in so much demand. Demand from people who don't even care about me leaving me in a quandary state of mind. They are so blind. Forget the memories now and the pain you are suffering will fade away, and they'll wonder why you refuse to even speak a word out of your mouth or make eye contact, because you were never able to hurt someone like the way they hurt you. A period in my life that was so blue.