Feeling a little lonely
Deep down in side
I have a free night tonight
But no one come wil ride.
A few hours out is all I ask
Painting the town
But no one wants to no me
I feel like a clown.
I sit here most nights
Not one friend comes by
I always do the chasing
But now I will say goodbye.
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I am happy one day a month, and I think that is enough, 14th every month; I got a 750 TL in a credit card; at 4 am, at middle of the night, I don't sleep on 13th and eagerly wait for 4 am.
So I don't talk. Who cares, Well all of them it seems. No one dares, To slap off that ignorant smile that beams. Why make the fuss, It's as though nothing else matters.
Swirling bursts of wind. Whip all around. She begins her journey,. Her head facing down. A solitary thing. She walks all alone. Keeps her thoughts locked away. So no one knows how hurt she's grown.
To the majority of people home is a safe place, a sanctuary. To me it's a place where I feel alone, a place where I don't want to be.
No role model. No claim to fame. Just a man and his words. Just a man and his pain. No judgmental thoughts. No hate held inside. Just a man living his life. Just a man waiting to die.
Seagull fly, Seagull fly I am that little boy you spy Seagull eye, Seagull eye, See the dreams I have in life Seagull feed, Seagull feed, Of a distant girl I need, Seagull why. Seagull why.
I stood there in a blur, my captivating imagination taking me somewhere else. I ignored them even though each one of them had someone to hold. While I stood alone. I let my mind roam.
Dont watch my tears, my sorrow. I've changed everyone. It's really sad. You shouldnt know. What I've become. Im like an open book. Missing all the words. A lonely farm man at night.
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