Somewhere Within Me

It's painful when I'm with him,
Even though I'm happy, sad, having fun, feeling uneasy or feeling nervous,
My chest always hurts
I don't know
And I don't know how he feels
I can't control my feelings too

What should I do if he's troubled because of me ?
What should I do if he's regretting it ?
What should I do if he doesn't like me anymore ?

That's why for a moment when I thought he seemed serious,
Many emotions welled up inside me and I don't know what I should do.

What should I do ?
What do I want to do ?
Do I want a boyfriend ?
Do I want to fall in love ?
Should I get caught up in it ?
Or should I not ?
Should I give up ?
Should I keep my hopes up ?
When will I start to like him ?
Or will I not like him ?

I'm the one who's the most confused
I'm the one who's most troubled
I kept in thinking that
Without thinking about others
Without knowing about it
I just keep on doing that
Over and over