Cyan

You're a cyan blue glow,
Painfully beautiful,
Cold-intimate,
A constant struggle
To hold on to,
Pin down,
False-seriousness and
Empathy amiss,
Toss your hair,
Swagger, grin,
Reel them in,
Oh how they love you,
Stare, sidle up,
Break the ice
With their tongues
Between your teeth,
Reckless, selfish,
Get your kicks,
Leave them hanging
From a rope of
Wanting, waiting,
Destruction and corruption,
Dirty middle names,
Clock ticking,
Red numbers
Changing, flicking,
Until the day
You self-destruct;
How many will you
Take with you
In the death blow?