Always too small.
That's me.
Not quite perfect,
Unfortunately.
''Eww, you need
To eat more!''
''Look at my body,
Compared to yours.''
Being mistaken,
For someone half my age.
Is the norm,
When encased in this cage.
Sure, I'm quite tall.
But womanly? No!
Straight up and down.
This is my woe.
But do people think,
I don't know that?
Constantly reminding,
Me of the fact.
''Oh no, it's good!''
''I'd happily trade.''
So what, is it jealousy?
I doubt it, I'm afraid.
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I used to love my skin. I felt good in my own skin. Itches everywhere and all the time. Scratching, getting sore all the time. Collecting dirt, accumulating dust. Dry skin, always moisten it I must.
#household Dear mirror, You see the long dark hair but not what makes me care. The small oval face but not my personal tastes. Eyes of dark green but not what they've seen.
Why. Why is it so hard to understand. You all have had it happen to you. So then why when it comes to me you find it so hard to comprehend. Why should I be any different.
All you see is the long blonde hair, The wide brown eyes, The mile-long stare. All you see is the dark brown roots, The long, slim legs, The military boots.
Mirror, Why must you lie. You call me pretty. You call me skinny. You say I am perfect. Someone takes a picture of me and I am ugly. I step on the scale and I am fat. I am not perfect.
Freeze face What a waste You have a scary Mary Look in your eye Does your face even move when you cry.
My friend is also my enemy, Sticking around for a while; then exchanging me. Running away with 'A' is not cool, Especially as it leaves me open to ridicule. I'm left cold without you and get stared...
I hate you spot, I hate the lot. Stupid little acne breakout, You make me want to scream and shout.
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