Take Me Now Or Never

My one true love
Blue eyes
Tall like a tower
Love at first sight.

Soft like a dove
I could never despise
Gentle like a flower
Love you with all my might.

Treat me so well
Your birthplace was heaven
Words fail me when we meet
Let me be with you forever.

You've got me under your spell,
Met on April 11
Love you from your head to your feet
Gaining your love is my only endeavour.

But you're living two lives
Smile at me with those gorgeous eyes
But stab me in the back
Blowing hot and cold like British weather.

But for some reason I can't despise,
Wrap me up in your elaborate lies
Make my world want to crack
But I still can't imagine a world without you: never.

I don't love you,
But I always will
Your mouth is poison,
And often wine.

Your eyes so blue,
No one else fits the bill,
My mind feels like its filled with love's poison
I feel like I've reached the end of the line.

Your hands can heal
Your hands can wound.
Your words can build me up
Your words can hurt.

You don't seem to care how I feel
It's like I'm doomed.
Then you make me look up
And you pick me up from the dirt.

Monday you're in love with me
Tuesday you're opinion less
Wednesday you're hurtful
Thursday you're apologetic

Friday, my love you refuse to see
Saturday you try and clean up your mess
Sunday you're neglectful
Not letting me show you that you make me tick.

You're never going to really love me
So what's the use.
What's the point in playing this game
When I know I'm going to lose.

But I just wish you'd see
I love you but all you do is abuse.
Care for you more than money or fame
Because I know your love can be profuse.

I know we don't fit
But I can't bring myself to tell you.
I should, but boy
I just can't live without you. I grieve.

This could be perfect: please just admit
That you'll treat me like I treat you.
I'm not your toy,
You can't pick me up when you want then leave.

Sure I'm not perfect,
But neither are you.
Treat me like a princess,
Then throw me in the dirt.

I can't deal with this level of reject,
Want to say "Screw
You!" and I wish I could just digress.
But our love is everything, not just a flirt.

I want you to be perfect,
So I know that this fight was worth it.
Now I'm at the end of my tether
Take me now or never.