Nightmare In Blackness

I stare into the blackness,
Unable to sleep.
My heart misses you too much.
Like a knife stuck in me, deep.

I stare into the blackness,
My eyes sore and tired, but.
I see your beautiful face,
Whenever my eyes are shut.

I stare into the blackness,
Thinking about every event.
When you made me laugh and cry,
The tears that fall I can't prevent.

I stare into the blackness,
My eyes blurry and damp.
The tears rolling down my chin,
I know I look like a tramp.

I stare into the blackness,
Fatigue is closing in.
I close my eyes for one last time,
My slumber is only thin.

I stir into the blackness,
My sleep restless as I dream.
I grumble and rustle in my bed,
Waking up with a scream.

I stare back into the blackness,
Beads of sweat on my fore-head.
I'm panting in fear and sadness,

I dreamt that you were dead.