Is There Any Point......

Do you know how it feels to be hated for no reason,
For old friends to turn their back all of a sudden on you,Its not nice to cry yourself not only to sleep, but when your awake,Life used to be easy and simple, oh i want to grow up this and that,Now its all skill, statistics, are you thin and pretty enough,Life used to be fun, with your mates waiting to school, Not dreading it so much you just want to take your life,Being accused of something you did not do, and then people being mean to you is not life,
Being happy and with your mates is life, or at least i thought it used to be,Everyday now i think someone will say something that will push me off the edge,
And then they will be sad, and want to have been nice to me,I dont swear for the fun of it and i do not to silly things
I am going through a rough time, one of my family members is dying, so excuse me if I'm not in the mood, i will stick up for my friends but not if they disrespect me, all i want is to be next to my grandpa and hold his hand through the rough times, is that too much to ask for, but some people have to make me even more upset, i just dont get the point in wasting my time with these so called best mates do you...?