losing a best friend

I can't handle it
where does she stop
and you end?
you're glued together
very best friends
I thought I was your best friend
I feel like a child
but I want some attention
every once and a while
I can't tell the difference
between her
and myself
she's better I get that
but how
how
why
why can't I be the one you think is cool
is it because I'm at a different school?
wouldn't that make you miss me
instead of make you closer with her
I don't like this
get rid of her
I sound crazy
probably because I am
I miss you
you're my best friend
stand
stand up for me
she's degrading
she's talking bad about me
trying to push me out
she wants it to be just you two
and that's all you're about
each other
I hate her
she hates me
we both love you
I can't live without you
it's not that way for you
I wish it was
so do you