a poem of a hormonal teenager's current dilemma

muhkickass • 143 followers

why do I have to like the guy my friend likes
why do I get to have more of a chance with him than her
why can't I tell her I like him
instead of lying and saying I wouldn't do that to her
I would do that to her
I like him
he's smart
I like smart
best part is I haven't screwed up with him yet
he's my ex's best friend
and my friend's crush
usually for one boy, this would be too much
but it's always the thing that you have to earn
that I want
if it was easy it wouldn't be worth it
if it was easy
if it was easy it wouldn't be worth it
worth it
I barely know him
I barely know her
I barely knew him
I barely know me
how can I decide what's worth it
who gave me that choice
I need to be a good friend
sit back
and
learn to be alone
but it's hard

it's hard to be alone
it's hard
and lonely

especially when it's possible to manipulate someone into being with you

it's hard

#emotional-poetry #friendship-drama #general #inner-conflict #teenage-angst #unrequited-love

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Comments & Feedback (3)

Jan 29, 2013 at 4:24 AM

"Especially when it's possible to manipulate someone to be with you" love that last part. Very relatable 👌💗💗💗

Jan 29, 2013 at 4:42 AM

@newernew it's my magic power, but I always feel guilty when I do

Jan 29, 2013 at 4:43 AM

and thanks man@newernew

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