Things are in my head and I just don't know what to make of it, should I give up fighting cause I don't think I can take the hits.
I don't think I can take the pain I don't think I can hack it, I'm living just to pass the time I don't think I can stand it.
I'm not sure I can sit it either, either way I've had it, this isn't how I pictured life, this isn't how I planned it.
This isn't who I wanna be I'm not the person you know, I'm not the guy you think I am the old me's made a no show.
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I love writing. It's about the only thing I can really say I want to do. Poems, songs, stories anything. It helps me express myself. I don't write about everyday things so I won't be posting everyday but when I do just know a lot of thought went into it and its about something close to my heart. Thank you for reading my posts and my bio :)
Today is just one of those days. EVERYONE has them, and there is no denying it. It's one of those days where it seems to me that no matter what I do, or what I say can impress anyone.
I've been having the urge to write all of the daily musings of my dull life or of all of these encased thoughts that has always been pent up within me.
Sometimes I'll just sit in the deafening silence and think, "Is it worth it anymore. To keep putting up with this?" Because I know I could easily escape it all.
What's wrong with me I don't understand What am I so different, am I going mad.
I wonder often about this and that. Things most people wonder at.
I carry on, with all on my shoulders. Why I don't know, I haven't a clue. Die I just might, with the weight of the world. Try as I might, I just can't see it through.
A few days I was gone from here, And each second I lived in fear. Not that I wouldn't be able to help, No but that I wouldn't be able to try. Still I'm back, For as short as it is.
They'll dress it up like they're doing you a favour, when really all they're doing is fucking you over. That's only an analogy, because I was playing a game.
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