Crystal Feeling

It's a crystal like feeling
Of pure emptiness.
Hollow on the inside,
There is nothing to be caressed.
It means nothing at all really.
It's just like being glass.
It's a good way to disappear
Or run from your past.
The it lump that starts it all.
The choking then comes next.
Just a little prod, and off.
The metaphorical edge.
Then you're falling
Like you were before but faster.
That's when the crystal feeling catches you
And offers a ladder to master.
Oh sure, its one way to do it.
It catches you and brings you in.
It deprived you of emotion.
Until you reach the top, to feel... is to sin.
But I suppose that it's much better
Than to fall to certain death.
The crystal feeling gives you,
One last hope, one last breath.

©Odd 30/12/12