I'll close my eyes and wish I was gone.
Not gone forever, that would be wrong.
Just for a week, to have a short break.
Much more of this living I cannot take.
There's so much hurt, and so much pain,
Is it worth it for the small happiness we gain?
So I'll hope for a week, just away from it all.
And return once more, to be of of lives fools.
©Odd 17/12/12
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