Trapped

I feel trapped,
Unwanted,
Unloved.
I feel trapped,
Stuck,
Silenced.
I feel trapped,
Can't get out,
Can't leave.

Save me.
I'm stuck,
Can't break free.
Help me.
I'm weak,
And foolish.
Teach me the ways of strength.
Teach me the way of love.
Because I am lost,
And I don't know what to do,
When I am trapped.

I feel like I'm laying
In a box,
A casket,
Under the ground,
With little,
To no,
Air.

What put me in this box?
Was it my mistakes in love,
Or
Friendship,
Or
Courage?
Have I been a bad person?

I feel trapped,
Unwanted,
Unloved.
I feel trapped,
Stuck,
Silenced.
I feel trapped,
Can't get out,
Can't leave.

Help
Me.
For I am mistaken,
For a fake,
A fraud,
An imperfection.
I am nothing but a flaw,
That everybody hates,
That nobody wants.

I am trapped.