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I'm putting this relationship in jeopardy. We can't keep pretending this is okay. I'm killing us both slowly each day..
I'm in love, it's true. But things get tough. This is my back up journal. The things I write on paper, shall also go on here. Enjoy c:
I'm putting this relationship in jeopardy. We can't keep pretending this is okay. I'm killing us both slowly each day..
I really don't know what is wrong with me. I say the wrong things. I make him angry. I make myself cry. I go from happy night to tearful disaster in a snap. I just ruin it all.
When you get a girl— the girl of your life, the girl of your dreams— you hold on to her. You make her feel special. You make her feel like she's the only girl you could ever love.
I wondered off I found myself on a small hill I could see the harbor So beautiful in the winter I kept going Closer and closer Soon enough I was standing On the frozen lake I took a picture To...
Follow the path To a quiet spot Pick a dry fallen tree To rest upon Turn the music up Keep warm with his sweatshirt Open to a blank page Of the story of your emotions Take out your sharpened...
Life's like a butterfly It's gonna fly away Better catch it in your hands And the savor the day..
My princess fantasies may be different than yours, but believe me, I still have them..
Oh, there you are tears. I've missed you. It's been quite a while since we've got together. I missed sitting in dark corners, curled up with my head on my knees.
"Life isn't fair.".
You're cute and funny, and you always make me laugh. You stick up for me when idiots are being judgmental. And I just love and always think about being in your arms.
I'm just being played in this silly game of love..
Pain, pain Go away Please come back another day I'm tired of games And feeling ashamed Stop pulling tricks And making me sick Enough is enough I'm done acting tough Please stop making me act this...
BOOM. CRASH. BANG.
Not saying anything, Can say everything..
If you laugh at me today, and die tomorrow, I will always love you..
You're eyes bring out the death in you..
When you die, please wait for me. As I shall wait for you..
A smile can kill..
Waking up in the morning Sometimes I love it Sometimes I don't Today I'm not sure if I do or not Beauty out my window Across my bed But there's still that savage pounding Up about my head Blue sky...
What if there was a world with no fat And all health. What if there was a world with no bullies And all nice people. What if there was a world with no hate And all love.
I know I haven't been on Opuss in a while, and I can't even imagine what my rank is, but the reason I haven't been on is because I got to lazy to re-download the app after the billionth time.
.we'Ll Overcome eVery issuE.
It's funny, if I saw you. When we didn't talk. I hated you and the way you walked. When we agreed on friends. I never said Hi. But now that we're texting, I just don't know why.
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I just found this poem on my computer for a writing thing I did in English last year. (Sixth grade) haha ------------- My meatloaf is monstrous, The gravy is gooey.
"Be nice to people, Because nobody likes an *ss hole.".
Monday, December 4 Dear Diary, I sit there. On the floor of the tub. Tucked in a ball under the shower head, I stay there silently with the water up hot.
If you turn your iPod upside down while looking at the Opuss paw print, it looks like a heart above a community of heads. Exactly what Opuss is. :).
My biggest fear: a broken heart..
I love our flaws Our bodies are great So knock it off with all the hate. Every scrape With an infection Every single imperfection.
Oh you think you're tough. Oh you think you're strong. You think that you can bully us And never do us wrong. Well listen here and listen up.
If you can't fly with wings, find another way. Don't ever give up..
When I grow older And my cats turn to dust I'm going to get a new cat And name it Opuss This cat will have All the best skills It'll read and write And make all the kills Opuss will know me My bio...
Oh boy, I know it's been a LONG time since I posted a new chapter of The Bowthswer Hunt, and well, it's back. I worked on it a bit more so I'm posting the whole thing of what I've got.
I don't want a perfect life.
I wish more people could see the bad in others, like me..
Every poet has a heart... But not every heart belongs to a poet Unfortunately..
The only thing that's made to last is Nothing..
New song. Somebody tell me, tell me Why can't I see, see. Somebody help me out. Why can't I breath.
Breaking up is hard to do. Losing love can hurt you too. Sorry things had ended this way. I hope deep down you'll be okay. It started off 8 months ago. I had to say yes, I couldn't say no.
It takes either hard work, or sacrifice..
If you're following me on Instagram, you'll notice that in my pictures I don't really smile... That's because I don't have the strength to smile. I don't feel like I deserve to smile sometimes..
What is strength. What is courage. What is love. It is everything you need to overcome drugs.
Imagine Floating with the clouds Not caring for the world Imagine Flying high With no limitations Imagine Being famous and loved Without all the drama Imagine Being beautiful and pretty And having no...
I don't need a boyfriend to make me happy. I already have best friends for that. ;).
Is it a bad sign that I have a song about a guy cheating on a girl and then trying to get her back stuck in my head.
It was early in the morning, nearing the end of the lock-in. My friends refused to go swimming, though I was sweating after playing tennis.
Reality shows are so fake..
Dreams can be good. Dreams can be bad. Dreams can be like nothing. You've ever had. Dreams are meant for everyone. Dreams are meant for me. Dreams can capture everything. That you will want to be.
You made me lie You made me cry You made me die A bit inside. You seemed so cool You made me drool I was such a fool I fell for you.
Rain is nature's sprinkler..
A smile should be one of the 7 wonders of the world. :).
I feel trapped, Unwanted, Unloved. I feel trapped, Stuck, Silenced. I feel trapped, Can't get out, Can't leave. Save me. I'm stuck, Can't break free. Help me. I'm weak, And foolish.
Friends will fight. True friends will apologize..
When I feel trapped in the emotional drama; The drama that pulls me down and punches me in the heart, The drama that seems never-ending and over-tiring, I try to escape.
If life's what you make it, then why do I feel like I'm trapped?.
It's funny, I guess. I seek disappointment. I try to make things worse. I work at being a jerk. I loathe other people's happiness. I want me and everybody to be miserable. Do I enjoy this pain. No.
Am I jealous. The only thing I'm jealous of is that you can actually put on a real smile... Where as, mine is fake. But if you smile, I'm angry. And if your angry, I feel a slight bit of happiness.
When you'd cry, I'd wipe away all of your tears. When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears. And I held your hand through all of these years, And you still held on me... — Evanescence.
Home is where the heart is..
Am I perfect. No, of course not. Am I insecure. Yeah, sure. Do I wish I were more popular. Sometimes. Do I get bullied. Mhmm. Do I get my revenge. Nope. Do I dwell on the past. It's hard not to.
What is beauty. Is there a true picture of a beautiful person. Is beauty hair, makeup, and clothes. Or glasses, braces, and skin. Beauty is a matter of opinion.
Say what you need to say..
Me, myself, and I. No no no. More like, We, yourself and I. Meaning, You and I equals us. Any questions. It's simple. We're meant to be together. Still don't get it.
I've been fooled and hurt so many times, I can't trust anyone....
'Keeping it real'?. Please, You couldn't be more fake!.
The girl hates love, the boy loves hate. The girl hates him, but the boy can't wait, Till the girl realizes, that they are in love. And their love will soar, with the clouds up above. — Elise.
The shower A place to think. No, A place to dream A place to sing. No, A place to make songs A place to clean. No, A place to refresh A place to hurry up. No, A place to relax Average.
My favorite thing, I don't know why, Is looking at the big black sky, Sitting in my mummies car, Chomping on a chocolate bar.
Who are you. You're not yourself... Why did you change. You're not who I thought you were. I thought you were kind, Funny, Smart, Handsome. But you've changed. And I don't like that.
Love is strong... Friendship is stronger..
I used to love you. And you loved me... I think. Then I hated you. Did you hate me. Eventually you wanted me back. I didn't love you, then. But now I do. And you can't see it.
Don't be a jerk and lose all of your friends, because eventually you're going to need them. — Elise.
I'm so jealous. You're so pretty, And I'll never be like you. I wish I has your hair, Your eyes, Your face. Just everything. And I love you, You're my best friend. You're like my sister.
I love the pain. I hate the pain. I love you. I hate you. I love my life. I hate my life. I love crying. I hate crying. I love smiling. I hate smiling. Sometimes I wish I had no emotions....
Love and hate; both very strong words. "Love" can keep people together, but can also cause hate. And once you hate, you'll never be able to love again.
I am in my own little world, but it's okay, they know me here..
Painful in my soul. My heart threatens my brain. I'm lost and unknown. I can't find my home. You tore me to shreds. Left me in the dust. So I could just lay there. For the rest of my life. And die.
The two most important days in your life are the day you were born, and the day you found out why. — Mark Twain.
Beauty is in the eye of the beholder..
I'm glad we're in the same group for our project I got sad for you when your uncle died I awed for you when you weren't in school today I get happy when we text, even if it's just about school I...
I sit here, silhouetted on my bed. I pull my brush through my lush, blonde hair, while I look in my mirror. I flash a smile, and keep brushing my hair. I run my fingers through my hair. Soft and...
God, I hate myself. I look in the mirror, and stare at myself in disgust. I look at the mascara under my eyes and down my cheeks. I look at my body and think how it will never be good enough.
I'm so scared Total darkness Who knows what kind of creatures Are lurking in my room I was just laying there Using my iPod In my dark room When suddenly my door swung open Was it the wind My window...
Father told me about his plan during dinner. It was a good plan and all, but I don't think we could ever pull it off. "Tell me, Father.
Some people are so ignorant. They always jump to conclusions..
Oh, you're trying to be yourself. Well you suck at it....
When I awoke from my nap, my father came in my room with a serious look on his face. I sat up on my bed, and he walked towards me. I could only imagine what he had to say to me.
I ran as fast as I could. I couldn't catch my breath, I felt like I was going to pass out. I looked back to see if they were still following me. They were.
That awkward moment when you laugh really loud and sound like a busty old black woman....
People are like books to me... I hate books....
Your life is what you make it. Only you can decide what will happen next..
I'm addicted to auto-enhancing every one of my pictures....
My head weighs 10lbs. 3lbs. is my brain. You're head only weighs 7lbs... I'd tell you to figure it out, but those 3lbs. of your head weight is missing....
A "popular" girl said to me, "Why are you friends with that ugly girl?" I told her in a mocking voice, "Because I'm not a cold-hearted bitch like you.".
I ran. I ran for dear life. I'm out of breath. My throat is soar. But oh boy was it worth it. I ran two streets. I made it just in time. I made it to the ice cream truck. :) Yum.
"I just want to show you. She don't even know you. Baby, let me love you. Let me want you. But you just see right through me. And if you only knew me. We could be a beautiful miracle, unbelievable.
The only job you start at the top is digging a hole.
I'm just sitting here. In the back of my dads truck. On top of a black toolbox. The toolbox is warm. I enjoy the warmth. Because the wind is chilling. My legs are cold in these shorts.
I'm Lost Overwhelmed Vanished Empty Yelling Overpowered Unloved.