Painful in my soul
My heart threatens my brain
I'm lost and unknown
I can't find my home

You tore me to shreds
Left me in the dust
So I could just lay there
For the rest of my life
And die

Painful in my soul
My heart threatens my brain
I'm lost and unknown
I can't find my home

I wish I could have revenge
I wish I weren't afraid
I wish you wouldn't bring me down
I wish I were tough enough
But no
I let you get to me
And now I am always sad

Painful in my soul
My heart threatens my brain
I'm lost and unknown
I can't find my home

Now that I am rotting inside
You just laugh at me
And I cry
I cry and I cry
But you don't care
You never will

Painful in my soul
My heart threatens my brain
I'm lost and unknown
I can't find my home

Now I am gone
You sucked the life out of me
There's nothing left
You killed me
And you'll never be forgiven
You made me a monster
You are a monster
And I cannot see anything good of you

Painful in my soul
My heart threatens my brain
I'm lost and unknown
I can't find my home