Is There Something Wrong With Me?

eliseeeegurl • 314 followers

Today was a little different. I made a friend, lost a friend, hated a friend, loved a friend in need. But the strangest of all was that I stares falling for my past... And this past already went out with me, and dumped me, and now has a new girlfriend. I used to hate him, but now he's my friend. I can't start liking him... It's just wrong.

But then there's him. Cute, smart, hilarious! But he's my friend, just my friend. And I know he doesn't like me like that. I would never want to ruin our friendship! Is it wrong for me to JUST think he's cute? I don't know. I should just leave this alone...

#emotional-confusion #friendship-drama #personal #unrequited-love

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Jesusfreak7

Mar 15, 2012 at 1:40 AM

I'm in the same "boat". Sucks

eliseeeegurl

Mar 15, 2012 at 1:43 AM

@Jesusfreak7 Yeah, it's tough when you start falling for your friends, because you don't want to ruin any of your friendships. :T

Jesusfreak7

Mar 15, 2012 at 1:46 AM

@eliseeeegurl yeah what's makes it even worse is that the guy is practically in love with one of my friends.

eliseeeegurl

Mar 15, 2012 at 1:50 AM

@Jesusfreak7 Yeah I was texting the first guy I mentioned, earlier, and his signature "I Love Rachel<3333" is kind of like a stab in the chest...

Jesusfreak7

Mar 15, 2012 at 1:55 AM

@eliseeeegurl I bet. I know how you feel. Sometimes when I try to talk to him my friend comes up and starts talking to him and he will just walk off. It's like I don't exist when she's around

Jesusfreak7

Mar 15, 2012 at 2:01 AM

Sorry gtg. Bye:)

eliseeeegurl

Mar 15, 2012 at 2:03 AM

@Jesusfreak7 Yeah I know what you mean. The second guy I mentioned is kind of popular so he has the girls laughing at his jokes, and getting all close to him and I just get jealous. I always try to be near him and sit next to him. I'm pretty sure I'm friend zoned, so maybe I'll try being better friends with him..