The words they just spill out,
From my mouth they seem to drip.
If I stop, it builds up pressure,
And it pushes through my lips.
I can't help myself from saying it.
It's not like I can turn it off.
I'll just try and keep it secret,
And accept your reasonable wroth.
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Just a some what "odd" girl, living in what feels like a glass box. Hello Opuss, the savour of my sanity. my little private world amongst a life of being watched and watching.
The secrets that I keep. As I try to fall asleep. Are so many and so numerous. They prevent me counting sheep. They would lay my soul bare. Should they ever come to air. I sometimes get to wondering.
And so My Story takes another turn, From past mistakes i will learn. In my head I'm not alone, I have a twin I try my best but still I sin.
How must this look within your eyes. Do you think me of as disgusting, Or plain full of lies. What do you think of what I am. Do you think I terrible, and should be damned.
Stand before the mirror, Fingertips to glass, Watch distorted images, Intention: to harass. Sometimes telling truly, Sometimes lies of spite, Throwing my reflection, Into a new light.
Tell me that I'm something. I'll convince you that I'm not. An orange on the outside. With the inside left to rot. An ever present cover. To disguise the world from truth. Walls on every side.
What I wish I said Forever burning In my head. Words trapped Like a bird in a cage, The cage made of Lies and rage. Even when you're wrong I say it; I apologize. How many time to I have to say it.
Me and I We are the same Yet so different The same mind Yet we think apart How can this be.
I'm an angel I'm a devil There's two sides to me I'm sweet I'm a terror Which one will you see. I'm compassionate I'm unholy Complete opposites, they are I'm honest I'm conniving Will I go too far.
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