My Father I Love

You're all strung out on disillusional thinking
As the Government subsidizes these laboratory high rises with new prescription chemical surprises
You continue to hide your true self behind those pitty tough, blue collarfied disguises
Oblivious to what life's true prize is
Your truth is falsified, fabricated, while you sit and wait for your faight to be debated by judges and juries who hold a paper long summary painted by motivated grudges and worries
You once told me life's a bitch, that's why you come out of your mother crying
A man you once were
A beating heart, knuckles of steel, creating a path of loyalty to you and a lack of a understanding how to feel
A beating heart huh?
Unfortunately you didn't know who you were from the start
Morals and values fell short of your syringes and veins
But you'll stick in my soul forever even as just anothr rock in the graveyards soil
I'll remain one that will forgive but not forget the turmoil
Because forgiveness is the main reason to live because that's where man logos really is

Thank you
Sean J