departed friends

I'm not gonna bother,
I'm not gonna try,
I'll give you what you want,
no matter whether I think it's not right,
I don't want to fight,
because my emotions are high,
I never thought that this was how you'd decide,
how to fix your life,

no matter with all my might,
you'll still ignore my tries,
you'll leave my messages unanswered,
ignore my cries for connection,
not knowing my secret fright of rejections,
I shout out my willing to help by projections,
but you just turn your back full of rejection,

times are probably hard,
and my troubles are the least of your worries by far,
but let me release all the bad,
and make a good rhyme out of this hard time,
before mood starts to decline,
and my attitude starts to refine,

I hope you chose the right path,
and that it's really helping you grasp,
the happiness that you deserve,
and that smile you have in reserve,

just let me know,
when we can go back to being friends,
when I can share my secrets,
and let you in on my thoughts,