It really is such a shame that every day I must feel this pain
It swells, throbs and really aches
And my happy smile it sometimes takes
Although there is no cure they say
My smile forever it won't take away
But when my smile is absent and the pain too much to bear
I need that special someone to kiss away my tears
I need his caress so tender for all my pains to soothe
I need the bliss of loves true kiss to chase away pains blues
Your feedback helps chy understand what's working
Just TRYING to live the way God wants me to and give him all the Glory. KiK is tigger35 talk to me
You really piss me off Not just now Not only sometimes Nope, it's all the time You tell me Call my other mother I send her a text Since she's working She doesn't reply So I let it be I thought you...
Garh!!. I am so upset right now!!. If only I could make it right somehow. I thought we made a deal. But instead I am upset, something I didn't want to feel. Sometimes things don't go as planned.
A meaningful life now turns into a clueless existence Hoping tomorrow i will come back stronger I'm like a bird in a cage, waiting for another day Feeling helpless, surrounded by regret and...
Do you ever feel S tupid T imid U gly C racked K icked .
I've had enough Of needing to fake it So here it is: I just can't take it. The endless stream Of meaningless hate Your stupid attitude: You think you're great.
@sjw #emotioncontest Hot rage, Burns through, Turn the page, Must get you. Not calming down, I am mad, So you must frown. I will make you sad.
Rain, rain, leave me be. I've been through enough as you can see. You've left me so battered and bruised, why is it me who you abuse. I'm so sick of all the pain. Rain, rain, rain.
Caged heart, Agitated soul; Truth suppressed, By vows you've sworn. Throne denies Battle of desires; Jailed in a mansion, To preserve the troth.
@eddie12309 yeah it is 😔 but I do try not to let it get me down to much... I know there are sadly lots of people worse off and I still have a blessed life. Thanks for the repost 😊
@leelee101 thanks leelee, it's nothing life threatening thank God! I have fibromyalgia and complications.... Lots of pain etc but I do try to focus an my blessings and not my woes. It helps to keep my natural endorphin levels up 😊😊❤.
@leelee101 well my doc says its an auto immune disease but I read on a website that it isn't classed as one 😳 anyway! it means muscle (fibro) pain (algia) which is basically lots of pain all over 😒 along with swelling etc.. My pain "wiring" is messed up and my body attacks itself in some ways. I'm hypersensitive especially to touch which is good in some ways BAAAAAAAD in other ways... Lack of sleep has a bad effect on it but insomnia is one of its symptoms 😳😳 there's plenty more symptoms and I'm on a few yucky pain killers etc (which don't really work that well 😞) if I went into it all now I'd get carpal tunnel syndrome too from all the typing lol 😄 I hope that helps a bit though.
@leelee101 aww thanks but brave I'm not! ( esprcially when spiders are near!) My life's still really great and God and my faith which is very important and helps me lead a positive loving life. I also don't really like to talk about my illness really (I have it but it doesn't have me) first time I've really shared so much about it with people outside of my family lol.
@leelee101 I know this sounds strange but I'm going to delete my earlier message... I sometimes forget these aren't private chats and it freaks me out a tiny bit that anyone could read that much about me lol.
An old work colleague of mine, his wife had that. She was always in a lot of pain and discomfort. Aww I feel for you hun especially as it doesn't show on the outside. 😔
@eddie12309 it shows on the outside for me, especially when I'm swollen and can't wear some of my clothes 😳😳 but I know what you mean... It's almost like people need to see some proof of my illness like a wheelchair or walking stick! It's horrible travelling on the bus in so much pain and no one willing to give me a seat.
@eddie12309 in some situations like when I'm on the bus, yes a sign would be great! But to be honest I kinda like the anonymity of my illness. Sometimes when people know you're sick it can become more about the illness and the person gets lost...
Aaww I feel ur pain! U r such a brave girl!!! Fab poem btw! Love it!!!! Poor u!!!!!!!!!!❤❤💚💚💜💜💙💙💛💛💗💗
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