I Wish I Could Just Leave

Stomach is aching
Headache is nerve-racking
I can't breath through my nose
My mouth is dry

Couldn't sleep well last night
Woke up this morning
Without any fright
So I tried go back to sleep

Instead I was hounded
For an hour full of yells,
T.V pounding my ears,
And a cane continusly sliding on my body

I tried to ignore her
I didn't want to go
But when she shook me
Enough was enough

"No," I said strongly
And she continued to hound
"I don't want to go,"
"Well you're going!"

"No I'm not!"
I got up very dizzily
And strutted to this backroom
I buried my face in a pillow

She walked behind me
And cussed me out
"Why not?!" Obviously irritated
"Because I don't want to!"

"Well fine! It's stupid for you to act like this
If you want to be like this, then you can just go home. "
I thought about it
As I cried and cried

She's been gone
For 40 minutes now
I'm still crying
I'm still sick

I want to leave
So badly
But I want to see my dad
And his other family

I wish I could just leave
Not worry about it at all
But for now I'll lay here and sob,
Maybe if I'm up to it later, I'll go for a run.