Tainted Heartbeats
*New song I recently finished. Should be up on Youtube soon.
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TaintedTulip
I'm me. You're you. And all together, we'll write beautiful words. Email me :) kittylover2467@yahoo.com
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Me
Look Deep in my past Starting school Where were you.
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Title help please??
A good night hug . A soft, sweet kiss . Small to others . Yet also a bliss . . Not for I . Nor for me . He is my world . Yet we may not be . . Too far to love . Too close to leave . We love .
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3 Weeks Clean
No more blood shed . No more secrets hid . Only emotions to flow . Though I wish to go . . No more tears cried . No more slices tried . Only thoughts explored . Though I feel ignored . .
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My Broken Pieces
Its what they notice . Never what they see . Never what they understand . Only their perspective . . Its what they see . Never what they notice . Never what they understand . Only their perseption .
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My Broken Peices
Its what they notice . Never what they see . Never what they understand . Only their perspective . . Its what they see . Never what they notice . Never what they understand . Only their perseption .
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He Says
He says . He loves me . He says . He cares about me . He says . I'm the one . He says . I'm his everything . He says . He'll hold me close . He says . He'll never let go . He says .
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The Human Race
Laugh it off Let it go Forget your heart Apply what you know What's wrong And what's right The morals we're taught In the course of our life Follow your mind All knowing and factual I...
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Home
Home A place long gone Now reborn A mystery To which I'll not decipher, But embrace Home I've finally found you In a joyful place.
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Home A place long gone Now reborn A mystery To which I'll not decipher, But embrace Home I've finally found you In a joyful place.
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Never Right
Turn right. Turn positive. Go soon. Go fast. On the bridge. On the tracks. Into the tunnel. Into the past. I'll take a left. And do it all wrong. Go far too slow. To sing this song. On thin ice.
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It's All Fair
*Based off the saying,"All is fair in love and war.". In sickness. And in health. Through the poor. And the wealth. In pain. And in sorrow. Through the today's. And the tomorrow's. In past.
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Sorry!
Lost my iPod Emails not working On my moms phone Only this morning No Opuss for awhile Or at least until my iPod is found Until then Have fun with those you're around.
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Halloween Made for you and me Costumes, magyck Just wait to see Keep the spirit Through your hauntful day I wish you luck When witches come to play.
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Warriors Song
Sing your remembrance. For we miss you all. So brave to fight. So willing to fall. Sing your sorrow. For how we couldn't assist. So ignorant and rude. So we'd all persist. Sing your pain. Let is know.
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I'm trying to LET Y O U GO But it seems My heart SAYS NO NO NO!.
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Whatever It Takes
Flip, jump. Twirl, bow. Putting on a show. Like we know how. Spin, climb. Take a dive. Whatever it takes. To survive. Constant music. In the background. Yet it feels. There is no sound. Twist, turn.
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Brush my teeth. Comb my hair. Get dressed. Try to be fair. Gather school stuff. Get ready to go. Wish Storm Sandy. Would give us a blow. Rush for school. Type real fast. Wish to type another.
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I'll Always Love You
I know you are tired. Prepared to dream. I shall give you a kiss. After one little thing. Remain hopeful. In all times blue. It helps not only you. But so many others too. Remain supportive.
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Butterflies
Graceful in autumn days. You're a symbol of peace. Under summers haze. There's more to be seen. Marked upon wrists. A symbol of many thoughts. From committing suicide.
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The Returning Pain
*a very close friend has been inflicting pain on themselves and I can only imagine how bad it must be for them.
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Confessions
Please forgive me father For I have sinned I confess to hurting him I never meant to I confess to hurting myself In spite to help him You see, Father He means so much to me I confess to badgering I...
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Title Help Please?
I know you'll never see this And I know you don't care I know that you must be happy I'm no longer there I know I'm torn And I know you took the pain away I know you once cared Every damn day I...
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'My Life- In A Nutshell'
I'm done. Not sure What all I'm done with But whatever Any of it May be presented as I'm done. Is it Opuss. Is it writing. Is it fighting. What may it be.
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A Home
Many things. Many places. Abundance of laughter. And familiar faces. Many hearts. Filled with love. Many have faith. From up above. Many are different. Many are kind. No matter who I've chosen to be.
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To Prove I'm Okay
I don't want to go Here I am, trying to cope What a fool I am I don't want to go Yet I still try to cope I must be crazy I don't want to go But I'm going anyways To prove I'm okay.
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Life-Long And Still Strong
'You will not break. You will not break. You will not cry. You will not cry. You will smile. You will smile. You will laugh. You will laugh. You will not fall. You will not fall. You will not give up.
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Falling Apart
Just wanna. Break free. Return to. The old me. Just wanna. Go away. Where I may hide. My tear-soaked face. Just wanna. Disappear. Where none shall know. I'm near. Closing in. On the edge.
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The Courage
I never had. The courage. To tell you. A joyful truth. I don't say it. All that often. Much less with pride. In myself. So now. As I sit here. Glancing at you. Just wondering. I think of ways.
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Writers Block
I have a great idea. So I begin to write. Get the first stanza. Then have a fight. I know the words. Hiding deep in my mind. But they don't come. I look to find. Writers block. Loud and proud.
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Pictures To Burn
Cracked and broken. Now put back together. This is me. After being under the weather. Talkative and attentive. Not to forget loud. I wear my quirkiness as a shield. Of that I'm quite proud.
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The Fairest Of Them All
No tears, my child. Please no tears. Let go of the pain. Forget all your fears. Its not so bad, darling. Its not so bad. Relieve yourself. Release the mad and sad. Keep your hope, my child.
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Since You've Gone Away
First person Who was ever nice In the midst of all my trouble You risked a heavy price Yet we still went along Not noticing the pain Until we crash down No hope for gain I wrote my way out With you...
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A Broken Heart
U. N N. K O N. W. And all alone. Never to find. A true home. A. T G. S H. O. Among the living. Found in memories. Of pain and grieving. O. S. L. T.
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#description I tried!.
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<3 <3 <3 <3 <3
Oh my goodness!!!!!. I just realized!!!. 404 Opusses and 205 followers!!. Wow!!!!!!!!!. Thank y'all SO MUCH!!!. Sendin' my love to all of y'all, my fellow Opussians!.
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Who We Are
I know you didn't mean. To hurt my mentality. I know you didn't mean. For it to effect me. I know you were having trouble. And that I was young. I know you are still in pain.
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Depression Hits
Have to get up. Have to be awake. Have to get ready. For Christs sake. Have to brush my teeth. Have to style my hair. Have to be prepared. For this mornings nightmare. Have to change clothes.
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Me!
Hey y'all. Forgive me if I'm not terribly good at this... I don't usually talk about myself in paragraph form. Obviously, I'm Lauryn and a true Texan.
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Nor Will I Ever Be
I wish I could say. That I'm honestly. Sorry. I wish I could say. That I lied. To you. I wish I could say. That I want to. Take it back. I wish I could say. That I didn't mean. To hurt you.
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Untitled
One of my darker ones I wrote a while back.... Can't say I didn't warn you.
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All I've Got
Why me. Why am I so special. Why do I matter to you. Why was I chosen To be yours. Why me. Why am I noticed. Why do I deserve you. Why was I chosen Out of all others. Why me. Why am I in bullies...
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Orange
#colourchallenge. Bright like a pumpkin. A Willy Wonka munchkin. Flowers too. Abstractly reminds me of you. Shirts and hats. Even some cats. Fake feathers in my hair. Plastic bins everywhere.
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All Of Us
Some of us. Want to be different. Be known. Have that special something. Some of us. Want to belong. To have somewhere safe. To call home. Some of us. Want to change. Be a better person.
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Bathroom Stall
Caution: Brutal Language Stand up Walk away As I say Thank you In my bitchiest tone Tears building Though yet to be seen Strut to the bathroom Stand in the farthest stall Want to...
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#halloweenparty #ghost In the distance A faded memory My long gone lover Sitting under our tree Moonlight enhancing His perfect face Looking up the sky Wanting one more embrace Let a tear fall We...
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Time For A New Chapter
Heart breaking. Breath taking. Dreamy eyes. Lust in the making. Glances shared. Emotions snared. Wistful thoughts. Never declared. Set alight. Shining bright. Believe it's hidden. You still fight.
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My True Self
I know. That I'm. D I F F E R E N T. r n r r c e l e a. a t a e c c e w l. s e i a e a g e.
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A Meaningful Hue
#blue. Reflective. A waning. Curiosity. Secretly craning. Holds so much. Yet tells so little. The ocean stares. Oh so brutal. Calm crashes. The wind blows soft. The sky hangs beautifully.
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Our Long Misty Journey
#halloweenparty. A misty fog. Shrouds my sight. As I venture. Into the darkening night. Stalk along alleys. Hidden well. None shall know. None shall tell. Stride blindly. Through the thick blanket.
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Your Beautiful Words
I remember. A once upon a time. That ended happily. And in rhyme. I recall. The Opussian Tea Party. A true joy. For us all, so artsy. I'm always aware. Of your wondrous talents. The Opussian world.
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Heart, Soul, And Mind
Sometimes. I feel as if I'm. F. A. L. L. I. N. G. And sometimes. I feel as if I'm. S A I G. O R N. But most times. When it's just me, myself, and I,. I am. N.
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Pains
I am. C. RA NG. SHI. No escape. Time is to. N. D E. N V. E E. R. Repeating pains. And reopening. S. C. heAled. R. S. So someday. I might not. (turn page). F. RECOVER. O.
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Fade, Focus
Pound. Pound. Pound. A pounding. Deep in my head. Beating my brain. Steadily, it treads. I can't focus. It's drumming too loud. Inviting a grieving pain. Hanging as a cloud. Deeper. Louder. Harder.
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A Place In Your Heart
Face plant. Into a brick wall. Too many emotions. Tears come as I fall. Trust. Happiness. Finally true. Then you pulled this. After being pelted. With rocks and bullets. I still trudged on.
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I'm Sorry
I'm sorry for your pain. I'm sorry for my wrongs. I never meant to hurt you. Whilst singing a song. I'm sorry for your heart. I'm sorry for my words. I should've stayed quite. Never to be heard.
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I'm A Ghost (2)
I'm a ghost. Full of emotions. Dead of touch. Known through disbelief. Few see me. None know I'm there. I howl with the wind. Yet I'm still not heard. They don't notice me.
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They joke. As if it's funny. As if it's stupid. As if they're right. They say it. With disgust. With pride. With belief. Reminds me of. My sister. My home. My past. The single word. Echoes in my mind.
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Us And We
We. Not you. And I. But, we. Meaning one. 2 parts. Of one whole. Making something spectacular. Us. More sentimental. More loving. Than we. You. Unique. Wonderful. Talented. And I. Amazing. Different.
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A New Leaf To Turn
I've been gone. And I don't think I shall return. I've got no place here. I'm just a memory left to burn. I'm sorry to say. I shan't be here often. And when I am. You probably won't see my postings.
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Walking Blind
Walking blind. No knowledge of where. Speaking deaf. No knowledge of tears. Walking blind. No knowledge of what creeps. Speaking deaf. No knowledge of beeps. Walking blind. No knowledge of fear.
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Society's Song
I see the flaws In your system Trying confuse us As you're fighting against them You don't care What the effects are You just want Livin' above the bar No worried about safety You've got...
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'Miss Perfection'
You call me. 'Miss Perfection'. Flirt, hug. Love and affection. Ask for my number. You get disappointed. But not discouraged. At the moment. Ask again. Ask me why. 'Cause I chose so.
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Deep Lament
Happiness alight. You've made my day bright. Talking all night. I'd never put up a fight. As we take it a notch down. I'm soon wearing a frown. Tears fall all around.
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Fear
#emotion Pacing Chasing My heart Constantly racing A chill in the air A tousle of hair Nipping at me I run on this dare Shivers in my teeth Darkness I meet What shall I do When I'm almost...
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The One Thing Keeping Me Alive
Broken Wandering My mind Left pondering Only solution Keep walking on No one notices As I'm an ex-con No home Or place to be So I venture alone On the streets Abused a child I was set...
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My Heart Buried
Caution: brutal language. My heart no longer resides. On my sleeve. You must dig deeper. And not leave. Unlike the past,. Where I'm told I was truthful. Especially to myself. I had a mouthful.
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Do they know My pain has grown Do they see The true me Will they notice My troubles in this Will they recognize The wreck of life, I call mine Chorus: Do they know. Do they see.
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No Knowledge Left
No knowledge left On what's right or wrong Just hit with pain Quite hard and strong Numb and dull Traumatized you don't see Just my smile As plain as can be Ask me how was school I say...
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Jail Breakin' Man
Doors clang. Keys clatter. Voices dark. Mindless chatter. Crimes comitted. Little or big. From murder. To smokin' a cig. Caught in the act. No escape this time. Put behind bars. For your crime.
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My Single Best Whim
Kisses and hugs. Laughs full of love. Words, true and kind. Escape my mouth and mind. More smiles and joy. Falling for this boy. Touches my soul. Understands it all in full. Greets with a smile.
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My Good Mister
#emotion. You left me. Broke my heart. Although you never meant it. You had been doing it from the start. My best friend, my only friend. Left me at age 7. My own grandfather had forgotten me.
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A Good Redemption
(Warning: One bad word, for those of you who care <3). All the world sees. Are the. I diocy. M ischievous. P roblems. E lections. R ude. F ucked- up. E ffortless. C uts. T raining. I nsanity. O paque.
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Pyromania
#household Circle the stage Left to right Each seat Must be very precise All is quite Best not make a sound I shan't be caught Pouring gasoline around On the curtains A spritz here and...
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Household Results!!!!
Might I just say that ALL the entries were spectacular!!!. Its so hard to pick just one as the winner, but I must. In 3rd place is iPikachu with a very creative piece: The Column's Sculpture.
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Reminder!
Hey y'all. Just a reminder: Don't forget Household ends today at 10pm Britain time. Have a great day and talk to y'all later. <3.
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A Small Cry
Notice: Not a personal experience Brutal language No childhood for this one In case you couldn't see Daddy never arrived Mommy never seen Sisters tried To give me happiness and hope Teach me...
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Natures Chatter
Let the rain fall. Upon my face. I welcome it here. With a comforting embrace. Only small droplets. Gradually descending faster. Wind blows harshly. My breath I try to capture. Keeps coming.
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One Small Risk
I know what I want But how do I get there. I know what I need But how can I achieve.
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Love Me
Say you love me. Mean it true. Say you love me. When times are blue. Say you love me. Don't break my heart. Say you love me. Protect this fragile art. Prove you love me. Wish upon a star.
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Hey Y'all!!
Hey y'all!. I just posted my first song on YouTube. I know some of you would love to hear it. TaintedTulip- That Smile Please check it out if you get the chance.
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Escape
Do you ever feel S tupid T imid U gly C racked K icked .
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Amongst All Of You
Sick For one week The questions return Not at all meek 'What happened?' 'Will she be gone longer?' 'Why now?' 'Did depression return full throttle?' 'Will she cry?' 'Or will she hide?' 'Will she...
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To You
I've had a sore throat recently. But I've ignored it greatly. Now I'm sick. So I shall post for you Brits. After reading households,. And posting poems a week old,. New poems shall emerge.
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A Minute
#minute A minute To decide Do I live Or do I die Gun in hand No place to be Thoughts of death Being my tranquility 40 seconds Then someone will come Do I commit the deed Or hide the gun.
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#Household
Wow!. My first household!. Thank you Burr for passing this honor to me. After deep thought, and talking with multiple fellow Opussians, I have come my decision for this household....
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Pains Embrace
Wall after wall I smack into But keep running Although I'm in two Don't take a break Just keep running Don't worry about anything Stay sharp and cunning Bam.
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All Alone
Hide my face. Disappear. I wanna be anywhere. But here. Look away. Try to stray. Get dragged in. Anyway. Try to go. Away from this world. Where no one can find. This lost girl. Chorus:.
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She Falls
#household. Wants to belong. Yet still be unique. Wants to find a home. Where she can be meek. Glances through ashes. Of her once-upon-a-times. Broken and burned. For all of her crimes.
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Pains Maze
Rip my heart. Feed upon my soul. Take all I love. And all I've ever known. Steal my hope. Puncture my pride. Ruin my dreams. And those who I confide. Kick my ego. Jab my luck. Catch me alone.
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The Nameless Face
We glanced at first. Not a single thought. But then looked again. We were caught. Eyes locked. Remembering the event edited. As I studied you. Through the car door. I've seen you. Every single day.
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That Smile
I'm posting it to YouTube Monday sometime now that I've finished the piano :). Twice upon a time. There was a little girl like me. Seeming so sweet and cute. Happy as can be. Smiled everyday.
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The Door
Hands from behind Glance at my waist Pick me up Put my heart in a race Breath taken As I'm set back down Why flirt with me.
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Once In A Blue Moon
Once in a blue moon I met you Joy overcame me I'm completely true Once in a blue moon I talked to you Smiles and blushes It feels so taboo Once in a blue moon You gave a kiss Proving it true I'll...
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The True You
No voicemail. For 3 weeks. I should be happy. But instead I'm meek. He's back. But not as bad. Just messages on Facebook. Not as sad. But he's calling again. No voicemails yet. We share a memory.
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One Time
Sometimes, I forget. All of who I am. Sometimes, I wish. I didn't give a damn. Sometimes, I know. I shouldn't be a bitch. Sometimes, I mend. My heart with a single stitch. Sometimes, I see.
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The Chair
The blackest night. Insists upon fright. Invades your light. Hurts your might. Still you adventure. Quite unsure. A bash between 'burrs'. Leaving it all in a blue. Wake up confused. Not at all amused.
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I've Missed You
I've been gone. Valiantly fighting. Eternally wanting you back. Magically disappearing. In case you couldn't tell. Super dead my iPods been. Stealing nothing all too well. Exciting to be back.
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I Told You The Truth
I told you the truth And got a peaceful night Full of hearts and kisses It's finally right But from long ago Came 'him' again Him being the one Who told me to commit suicide then No voicemails this...
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*mew*
For @MelchiorJ13. *mew*. It means I love you. In kitty cat. "*mew*". Blush, smile. I never even thought. We'd say it everyday. And regret it, not. Mew. 3 little letters. Like 3 little words.
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