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TaintedTulip
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For my mother

Caution: Explicit Language

I'd tell you the truth
In a heartbeat
All you've got to do
Is ask me

Please don't lie
It has left your daughter
In a pool of tears
Because of your actions today

I thought you trusted me
You know I would've told you
What was right and wrong
But obviously, you don't.

You give me this freedom
You give me responsibilities
Yet you don't trust me
To tell you the truth

Wow, thank you
For making my day
Fucked-up
No, really, I mean it

I totally wanted
To feel sick all day
And be lied to
Thanks. Couldn't be better

All I wanted
Out of today
Was a hug
From anyone

But if I did that
Who knows what
You'd lie about
To me next

I don't have a plan
I wish I did
So for now,
I'm gonna wait and see

See if you ever tell me
What the truth is
Why you don't trust me
And if I can leave

Because I know
I'm sick of living here
Suffocated by your lies
All you had to do

Was ask me
Given me an ounce of trust
Something to show
I was worth something to you

Bit by bit
You're eating me away
With your lies
So whether you like it or not

I'm running
To a new home
I can't stay near you anymore
It's put me over the edge

Far too many times
I refuse to listen
To you
And your lies

#coming-of-age #emotional-abuse #family-conflict #general #teenage-angst #trust-issues
TaintedTulip

@TaintedTulip

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Comments & Feedback (13)

mpallister24
mpallister24
Aug 10, 2012 at 8:28 AM

Oh no! If you need to talk, Kik me- mirrorballsuit2 ☺

misslittleDHP
misslittleDHP
Aug 10, 2012 at 9:40 AM

Woah ....thats one hell of a write my sweet....better to get it off your chest...kik me should you want or need to Hun πŸ’œπŸ’—πŸ’œ

MrsS
MrsS
Aug 10, 2012 at 10:04 AM

πŸ˜” Here's an umbrella for your rainy day β˜” πŸ’šπŸ’›πŸ’™β˜€

magicmilkshake
magicmilkshake
Aug 10, 2012 at 11:40 AM

πŸ˜”hope everything turns out ok? HugsπŸ’ͺπŸ˜ƒ

merlin1038
merlin1038
Aug 10, 2012 at 2:23 PM

Tulip families can such pain at times. Often it is because they are going through pain themselves and don't know how to face it or share it. My mum ran out on us twice, I still don't know whether she is alive or dead but after 25 years I have found a way to forgive but boy do I wish I could just hold here and tell her that? Be strong, I pray that your relationship mends in time sweetheart. Kim me if you need a shoulder!πŸ™πŸ˜˜

merlin1038
merlin1038
Aug 10, 2012 at 2:24 PM

That should have said kik me!

TaintedTulip
TaintedTulip
Aug 10, 2012 at 2:42 PM

@mpallister24 I will if I need to, in a heart beat. @misslittleDHP I've been talking to some one I hold very dear on Kik that really brightened up my day yesterday. Thank you. I might take you up on that sometime.

TaintedTulip
TaintedTulip
Aug 10, 2012 at 2:44 PM

@MrsS Thank you. I will gladly use that umbrella. :) @magicmilkshake everything has yet fold out upon me, but i'll accept your hug gladly.

TaintedTulip
TaintedTulip
Aug 10, 2012 at 2:45 PM

@merlin1038 thank you so much. I can't imagine how painful and hard that must've been for you. I'll be sure to Kik you if I need to.

kikikookara
kikikookara
Aug 11, 2012 at 10:03 AM

@TaintedTulip I know how this feels, but the truth in these ways should be kept hidden, cos it really hurts and you feel you should have never heard it. Hold on there. And a hug If you need.πŸ˜‰

TaintedTulip
TaintedTulip
Aug 11, 2012 at 12:32 PM

@kikikookara :) Thank you

kikikookara
kikikookara
Aug 11, 2012 at 4:17 PM

Your welcome @TaintedTulip

Nana
Nana
Aug 11, 2012 at 8:28 PM

I'm sorry if I ever hurt you. I love you and would do anything for you. You are an incredible smart and good hearted person. It is my joy to know you.

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