16 September 2012
03.
It was like this - his heart is wrapped in strings and with those he has limitations. Too many of them that he could barely count. His heart tightens and he almost looses his breath every time those strings decides that he's too happy and that they want him to make him suffer more.
Maybe, Seo Juhyun is making him too happy.
"Why won't you tell her?"
"Drop it. She doesn't have to know. Not one of you is telling her or else..."
"Or else, what? You and your selfishness, Yonghwa. Keeping everything to yourself doesn't make you a hero, you know."
"I'm not trying to be a hero. I just don't want her to..." You don't have to be alone in this, man. She is there for a reason."
"Stop. No one is telling her and that is final."
He's good at pretending, if not the best. He can smile like everything is into place and that he's not hurting. He can lie and be a coward in front of everyone. He can do anything as long as its for her. But there were times he asked himself questions like, 'why them? Why him?'
Take It All Pt. 3 • Opuss № I