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It's too damn cold outside my covers. And I'm too afraid to unwrapped the blankets around me. All I want is to stay warm all the damn time.
Even the smallest wound we bleed Even the tiniest pinch of pain we feel Even the littlest things matters Even the slightest touch moves us Even just a bit, we know these emotions becomes part of us
I envy those people who make it seem like happiness is just around the corner. And all you have to do is open your eyes.
I'm done crying. I'm going to be okay. I have to be. I'm not going stay sad. I'm going to find happiness somewhere. And be happy. Somewhere far faraway. Until then. Being happy is all I want to be.
Is there any way to punish a book without it doing it to you instead? Uhm, did you get that?
I lay there, unmoving, I'm drowning, in my thoughts Thinking, and thinking, and thinking, I'm lost, in endless circles, My heart beats, but it's empty, hallow, sad, Yes, it's wrapped, in sadness, and loneliness, I don't know, how to contain…
World, What If I Don't Know What To Say?
I'm back... Back to the old routines, To lazy empty thoughts, To smiles that doesn't make sense, To searching and longing for happiness, That is often hard to catch, Back to late sleepless nights, To silent sorrows kept inside. Back to bei…
Breathe B Breathe R Breathe E Breathe A Breathe T Breathe H Breathe E Br…
She's so good, Oh so good, At putting people down, As if its she'll ever do, As if she doesn't realize it, And no one is breaking from it, And no one lives with that kind
Nobody really wants to admit that they feel lonely even when they are not alone. Sometimes loneliness is underrated.
What I want and need most in this life is something that stays. Something that I can always look back into. Go back into when everything else go on their own way and disappears. People change. Friends forget and leaves. Situations change.…
Some don't believe in things that they don't see, but some do, as if its the only thing there is. Some smile and laughs at the smallest littlest things so easily like breathing, while others needs reasons, motives, benefits, or anything of…
Happy birthday! 19 years. I can't believe it, you know. Those 19 years felt like they barely happen. Like you just jumped from being 1 to 7 then 12 then 18 and now you're 19, soon to be 20. The years have been crazy for you , I know. But …
There's nothing, nothing, that can prepare you when it's time to hurt, is there? Ready or not, prepared or not, it will hurt until you feel it through your bones and every limb you have and every corner of you.
Clothes piled up, Bags piled up, Food piled up, Cans piled up, Shoes piled up, Boxes piled up, No spaces left, Heavy heads hanging, Exhaustion piling, Patience shortening, Frustration building, Disaster making, Hopeless feeling, And in the …
/ / / / / / / / / / / / / / / Rain rain come again, Wash away all my pain. Refresh my memories With your pouring rain.
There's something about books that makes me feel like a different person in a whole different world. Like there is serendipity. The kind that doesn't need searching. It's amazing and wonderful and something you can't exchanged for anyth…
Sometimes I wanted to peel away all my skin and find different me underneath.
What if don't know what to say?
The world seems to still when the night comes. The moon takes its place as the stars plant themselves in position. The silence surrounds the sky and the ground. City lights shines then. Dreams as well as nightmares takes place in the deep…
I'm not so much... A fighter A speaker A believer A player A lover A writer And all... But believe me, I want to be so much more, if you let me
There's nothing but silence Wrapping me around with thoughts And things only my mind could say For a moment, I want to be invisible For a lifetime, I want to be just me I let silence take over me, Thinking of infinity and beyond
My best friend just asked me to cheer her up because of some stress she's having from school and other more things. I didn't tell her I was dealing with the same stress but with different reasons. Instead, I tried my best telling her things…
She has cracks Like a glass can have. Fragile wherever you touch Vulnerable to the eye She has wounds That bleeds from pain Scratches that leaves marks And sadness seen in her eyes She has sounds As silent as raindrops Like falling tears …
looking at the sky anytime the smell of after rain singing in the hot shower books you can't put down the smell of coffee the sound of the rain baggy comfy clothes watching movies at night daydreaming …
sometimes I feel like I want to stop breathing... not forever, but just for a little while like in a moment of significant pain Or just simply out of emotional implications …
When I say the word, I want to mean it. I don't want it to be pretense Or just because its the 'right' thing to do. I want the guarantee that its all mine and not someone else. And when I forgive, I would want to forget too.
...when you're sad, lonely, or mad: 1. Take a deep breath 2.Listen to music 3. Write it down or opuss 4. Read a book 5. Draw 6. Sleep 7. Watch something funny or just anything 8. Eat your comfort food 9. Imagine good things 10. Pray that e…
The storm shook me to the core. It came and went without such warning. Leaving me devastated and torn and fragile. It wrapped me in such loss and sadness that I could not contain as a human being I am. It took everything in me to escape it.…
I catch raindrops On my open palm As I listen to the solitude Surrounding me as I'm still The wind passing me by I look up and smile Feeling the world around me For a moment that stills And I think to myself, beautiful things falls direct…
He caught me, waving his hand asking me to come over. I shook my head, ashamed. He frowns, waving his hand again. Taking a deep breath. I went with heavy steps until I stood in front of him. He took my camera and started scanning it. "Wh…
Too much Chaos And sadness And tears And memories In just a day But it's okay Coz though Things ended In bruises Shed with tears And goodbyes There will sure Be tomorrow With new hope And hellos.
All I can do is cry With nothing to console Nothing else to say Just letting tears fall The memories are painful And I wish to vanish them But nothing happens It's just me hoping I want to escape Run far far away And never come back Just …
Maybe she laughs. And maybe she cries. And maybe you would be surprise at everything she keeps inside. - Marilyn Monroe
It kind of hurts, she confesses. How about you? He thinks the kind of part is just a mask. It has to be. He blinks, feeling the pain in his chest slowly spread. Then he unknowingly he clenches his fist on the right to keep himself intact.…
Don't you hate endings? Like literally. They cause these unsorted feelings inside that makes you frown and sad and and really annoyed. It's quite a feeling really, for not wanting a story to end or a moment of happiness and a fleeting …
Having a conversation Where everyone is talking Them people and all
Look at the scattered pieces of Me. All …
The more I fall The more I become fearless
What do you do when you feel sad? I feel like there's something heavy inside me. I don't feel like moving or saying anything. My heart sighs as if nothing is going right. The words inside of my head jumble upon each other waiting to be pro…
I want to close my eyes And fall into the Never-ending slumber Of dreams against reality. Listen to my heart beating And nothing else Would possibly matter. Neither the voices That brings fear Nor the pain That bring tears upon me Not ev…
I can tend my own wounds Heal my own pain And wipe my own tears away I can smile on my own Even with pain inside me As I watch you beside me Hurt, with tears streaming down your cheeks I can cry with you Laugh with you Smile with you Desp…
How did you think of something that hurt this much? What do you do with the feelings that didn't belong anywhere? The fear... Loneliness... and sadness that you couldn't possibly contain? I don't know what to do with these feelings or how t…
The things I do for you may be small and light but don't forget, they came from the heart.
we meet and we tell stories of our lives and we smile and we laugh as if nothing had change. as if we never said goodbye. we wait and we hope silently that words are enough to heal the wounds left with our vacant hearts. we burn and we…
Struggling to keep up, My heart is unease. I think about all the times when life seem to pass me by and all I can do is to watch. Those were my weakest times. I feel like I'm falling behind, Yet again. And all I can do is try. I want t…
My memories serves like bittersweet taste under my tongue. Each flashes it's own feeling. An emotion wrapped with longing and maybe regret. I don't wish for my memories to disappear but instead I want them to remind me whom I was in the pa…
A woman is a woman. No matter how others describe her to be different. Whether she's young or old, married or single, a mother or not and capable or not. Being a woman is one thing she should never forget, whatever her status in society …
Shame had visited me today And it's more than I can say That life had made me this way I sit and think to an extent "Life can be so beautiful and cruel at the same time, yet so fragile... To whom do I owe the pleasure of having every breat…
Let's meet under the moonlight To gaze at the stars above us To wish whatever we hope upon them Let them witness our love Let's meet under the sun So it may shine bright upon us Grace it's beauty for us to witness Let the endless blue sky …
[Curiosity is definitely a bad - bad thing in human system. It has the effect of driving people to madness.]
Who am I? First things first, My name is Lakesza. I know, I know. It's a little weird and quite unique. But what can I say? It's something given to me. Maybe, even meant for me. But don't worry! Most people usually call me Lakeysia which…
My heart is bursting With happiness I cannot and would Not contain. What I feel now Is that happiness Are like elements In the sky whether It would be night With stars shining Or morning With sunlight bursting. Both so full of life. I …
I want to cry and cry and cry until the tears will no be no more I want to scream and scream and scream the pain until my lungs empties. I want to hurt and hurt and hurt until I can no longer feel. I want to run and run and run until the…
For some reason I can't sleep. It's two am in the morning to where my life happens and my mind is still wandering to different places. Though I am exhausted enough to end the day, I can't seem to put my mind to ease. Is it the unusual w…
The need of so much Yet... So little of hope. How do you stop that little hope from rising? It hurt and disappoint Over and over again. I hate it and I want it to stop.
05. Finale "You lied... You said it doesn't hurt, that it didnt hurt because you didn't love me..." she whispers, closing her eyes. Her sobs were growing louder as tears streamed down her cheeks. The pain was inevitable. "How can you…
When you come without intending to stay, you can take anything but my beating heart. Please leave it whole and untouch.
Dear opuss, I only have two words for you, And those are, 'thank you'. I never thought I'd write this much until I met you. Because of you, I'd had somewhere to share my thoughts and discover a new world. So thank you, for the meows th…
Have you notice? That the silence Surrounding us Is deafening? The heart Beating inside us Is aching? The silent tears Falling helplessly? Have you notice? Me falling Without looking? And you Without noticing? #my100thopuss!
I want to do anything but fall in love with a person who would never love me back.
You've come home after such a long time... And we've found ourselves as if you never left in the first place. As if nothing had changed. Laughing and teasing each other with the silliest jokes and laughs we throw at each other. Yet within …
She smiled too much. She laughed too much. She hoped too much. She loved too much. She trusted too much. She cried too much. She hurt too much. She dreamed too much. She believed too much. She looked too much. She asked too much. She was …
That simple end, Where people smile in content The light fluttering happiness lingering in every part of their being A memory that can't be exchange For anything The feeling of a new beginning created Priceless moment of a journey comi…
Pain. Where does every pain begin? When something is bruised? When a person starts crying? When blood starts to flow? Or does it start when everything is numb? When you can't feel anything and you're desperate to feel. That numbness be…
04. "Do me a favor will you?" Seohyun shoots him an innocent glance. That one kind he hates the most because she makes him seem like a jerk - though they both know he's far from being one. Or was he? He rolls his eyes and shrugs. "Be …
When life is hard, I remember being with you. The sound of your laughter, Like a melody, Playing in my ears. Your smile that never fails to reach your eyes. The warmth of your presence beside me. The familiar scent that surrounds you, Ling…
03. It was like this - his heart is wrapped in strings and with those he has limitations. Too many of them that he could barely count. His heart tightens and he almost looses his breath every time those strings decides that he's too happ…
Have you ever felt as if you don't belong anywhere, and just want to live in a place where no one knows you?
There's this girl I know from way back. She's a quiet person. She thinks quite differently for herself. Shes quite naive if you ask me. She longs for a companion but never went after them. For there seem to be this invisible wall around her…
02. "Can we stop being friends?" "Yong..." She is stunned for a moment and then she catches his eyes, so vulnerable. "I hate it. I hate being called your best friend. I hate it when someone else holds you hand and I can't because I'm …
01. "How can he be so... perfect? And he doesn't even know it?" Seohyun shrugs breathing heavily through her nostrils. She scans the book in her hands and steals another glance at the boy sitting a few good distance away from her. Unfortun…
In front of a mirror I see a part of me But not the whole I find it strange To find a stranger Staring back at me The things I knew We're now suddenly So different in view Partly, my heart aches While the other Breaks to pieces A glass…
It's like my whole life Had been nothing But a blur Everything around me Is all so distant And unclear that I can't bring myself To see what is missing Or what is needed For things to feel right again The lost of a piece Of me becomes …
When I'm fast asleep, Dreams are endless, With no certain endings nor beginnings.
Title: A Ridiculous Thing Called First Kiss Genre: Romance-fluff …
I am a soldier, A soldier at heart, And I will always be. I am a soldier, The kind who won't forget How my comrades Stood beside me Until the end. I am a soldier, Who has compassion For the enemies, For they are human Like soldiers like …
Every piece of memory is crucial. I remember everything about you The way you smile at the littlest things, The way your eyes light up with overwhelming affections, The way you close…
Title: Tiffany's Crazy Thinking Was it love a…
When it rains 03 (finale). by Einstein—that one had to live as though everything was a miracle, or as if nothing was a miracle. Stills that night... Seohyun watched the rain pour as the raindrops hit her window pane listening to the hum…
Current day. Seohyun stared at nothingness through the window. The sky still illuminated light through the window despite the clods blocking the sun and an obvious rain was about to start. She wasn't going to see him today again. And ma…
Who needs therapy When you have Chocolates as heaven? The End.
2 years later... Then there came the night Seohyun never expected. That rainy night Seohyun laid wide awake at her bed listening to the humming of raindrops that fell against her window pane. To her, the rain is almost like a song of lu…
Poor girl, Her thoughts were wrapped around strings, Stuck inside different bottles, thrown into the sea. She hoped, and hoped for her lover to find them Secretly wishing upon stars under the moo…
When it rains 02. Where does every story truly begin? In life, there are seldom clear-cut beginnings, those moments when we can, in looking back, say that everything started. Yet there are moments when fate intersects with our daily lives,…
Chapter 1 part 2 Surprisingly, the next day he found her sitting on the same spot with a book in her hand. He was on his way to his coffee shop, which is also a music shop all at the same time. Not really knowing how to approach her, he sa…
A broken heart doesn't heal easily, but that doesn't mean mending a broken heart is impossible. Some people just forgets that a heart that breaks comes back even stronger. * * * * * * * * * * He watched as the sky cries silently. A ref…
A broken heart doesn't heal easily, but that doesn't mean mending a broken heart is impossible. Some people just forgets that a heart that breaks comes back even stronger. * * * * * * * * * Where does every story truly begin? In life, t…
A realm after another. Books are like that. Worlds to comprehend. Different stories unravelling. Dreams that comes to life. Figments of simply imaginations. Whirlwind of emotions coming through. …
I truly Dooley am a sucker for cheesy love stories. Anyone care to join me? Letters to Juliet is simply fattening my heart. Damn that English accent. The ending is a really big laugh At the same time, it left me 'madly, deeply, truly, p…
How do you explain something that you can't even understand yourself?
You want to scream the pain, But instead, you hold it in. Because there's no one to listen. No one to understand the Emotions spreading inside you.
Where did you go wrong? I swear you wouldn't want to hear it from me. Because if I were to say, You did wrong ever since the beginning. The moment you chose other people and not your own children. The moment you chose to shut us out of…
Save Earth. It's The Only Planet That Has Chocolate. The End
Chocolate Is My Own Personal Heaven, So Sue Me. The End.
Stop! You. Yeah you. Hello. Thanks for stopping to say Hi. You're officially my friend now, so nice to meet you friend. Don't forget to say hi first to me next time
I'm really bad. I have to tell you that. Right now you're reading this, probably thinking that I'm over thinking things right now and everything is not as bad. Things will get better. People make mistakes. You just have to be better in the…
Chocolate Makes Me Forget Who I Am. The End.
Chocolate Makes My World Go Round. The End. A/N: sorry for my sudden random burst of emo☺
In my mind, I'm a wanderer Going to places I've never been before Exploring feelings never felt before Meeting different kinds of people Seeing things In every angle Gathering every piece of memory Filling my hearts contents Slowly fulfil…
She writes stories and poems when her heart is full to the brim. She turns to the sky to stop the tears. She thinks chocolate and sweet things are God's way of mending broken hearts. She loves to listen to raindrops to her hearts content. S…
Don't live without dreams. Life is too short to live without them.
It's just me, I'm bad with arguments, jokes, and explanations, I know, But still, I love writing. I'm not smart in many ways, I make stupid mistakes, say dumb things at times, I know, But still, books are my adviser, like friends. They w…
Falling in love is easy. Falling out of it is the problem.
Two lovers in the night, Waiting for the sun to rise, In a different skies. They laid beneath the stars and the moon, Their unshed tears illuminating sadness and longing. Neither could barely stand the pain and loneliness, Yet when the s…
Life would be so much fun if every tear that falls from our eyes turns to coins, all books were free, you went to school when you felt like it, words were magic, feelings were understood, you can eat whatever you want without getting belly …
I'm angry. He's happy, Yet there is anguish inside of me, And I feel like I just stoop that low knowing it's not because of Me. He makes me feel so sad sometimes, I could hardly contain it, So low that I start to pity myself. And I hate…
My father never yelled at other people. Now that I remembered, Not even once. Instead, He takes it out on us. The anger, frustrations, and hatred he has for the world. No one knows. Just us though. Instead, everyone thought of his as rig…
I was afraid if I didn't fight back, He would swallow me alive, And suck the life out of me He was that kind of person
I can be hurt, you know. I can get exhausted as anybody else. I can feel so bad I want to cry, too. -Norwegian Wood
Have you ever been called a loner? Not for a moment , But for a good amount of your life? Like there's just something about you that separates you from everyone else and you don't know why or if it will ever stop. It's like you have these…
I have a habit. A very bad habit (At least for me) And no one knows about it. Don't get me wrong though, I'm no rebel, This habit is not the typical type like you might be thinking about. People may think its not so bad. Maybe even thin…
What am I doing right now? I'm watching the saddest movie I've ever watched in my entire life! Man, I'm bawling like a baby in front of the TV. Alone. The tears won't stop. What do I do? Seriously, I'm a sucker for sad love stories. …
Well, let's see... I'm bored out of my mind, Would someone save me? My brain is having a pause that people often called 'writer's block' (close to brain-freeze) and I can't seem to escape out of it! HELP!!! My readers will soon murder…
Sometimes when I forget how to breathe because of the pain, I look outside my window to see the sky. That's when my memories comes flashing back. Memories of me smiling, Happy, Content, And most of all, All the times when I seek the beau…
Little things to say, Huge differences it makes, When you're in love
Sometimes I feel like I'm falling as fast as the raindrops from the sky
A broken heart doesn't heal easily, but that doesn't mean mending one is impossible. Some people just forgets that a heart that breaks comes back even stronger.
I'm trying so hard not to hate you and its more than you'll ever know. But why do you have to make it so hard? The pain inside me is so severe that I can't stop my tears from falling, my anger from swelling, and my heart from burning. …
You're so mean I've spent most of my life without you and yet with so little time we've spent together you already broke me more than I could count.
You wipe my every tears You watch me from above You protect me in my dreams You know my every will You understand my heart's desire You give me life and strength Where you are is where I belong. You are my father from above. You are my r…
Being happy is hard. It's controlling. It's exhausting. You have to do things that people might find unacceptable. Have to maintain that unchanging smile in your lips though your cheeks start hurting. Live without regrets and mistakes …
Love comes in many shapes, different colors, matters how strong it's built, and how long it can last. But it can also be indefinite. Something unexpected being drawn to life. Some says it's forever. Some said it never really last. And …
Imagine being young, Longing for Companionship, Desperation amidst. Where you stood is a foreign country. A place chosen for you, By fate. You search and search, But nothing, no one, Since everything seem terribly distant. Half of the t…
Some things seem like they're fantasies, Since they're so distant. The world of stars is like that... Like people who're too beautiful often disappear.
Sometimes hope is enough to get you through anything.
Words are so beautiful, It makes you want to cry.
How many times do I have to say sorry until you realize I meant it? How many times do I have to shed tears for you to realize I'm broken as you are? How many words do I have to say to make you understand me? How many times do I have to f…
In a rusty vintage blue wooden frame, there it stood a distant life I thought I would always remember. So young, So innocent, So free, So much simpler, And so different from this moment. We sat in a wooden couch that reminds me of how we…
Life is what we least expect it.
Sometimes I feel like there's not many people I know that understands what it feels like to be lonely even when they are not alone. Sometimes its like I'm not here in the world where everybody stands. Like I simply don't exist. Sometimes …
In my eyes I can't see you.
I'm sorry. Really. I am. I know I can't go back and change what I did and what happened. But saying sorry is all I can afford right now. I didn't speak because I didn't know what to say. Between us, maybe you know the answers becaus…
Loneliness is underrated. There's that loneliness I find in my solitude. And it's hard shaking it off. They look at me as if they know me. As if they know that inside me, loneliness is who I am. Like they know the reasons to my actions. O…
Those moments when you feel something inside you die just a little with words said and heard... Floating inside your head Waiting to fade but instead Buried in a corner of a heart creating shadow inside. You wait and wait for it to disappe…
I don't even know What I don't know.
Nobody have never asked what it's like to be me.
I'm sorry, Really, I am. I know I can't go back and change what happened But saying sorry is all I can afford right now. I didn't speak Because I didn't know What to say Between us, maybe you do. I pretended that I didn't hear be…
A moment of pain struck you And leaves you speechless And almost breathless. Like there's a big knot on your throat that you can't seem to swallow. The words inside your head get lost in misery that reality then suddenly dawns upon you…
Time has no end and leaves no sign. Space is infinite and leaves no marks.
After all griefs and pain, she realized one day, that there was a life to be live.
It feels good knowing that there is someone willing to catch you when you fall.
You're there right? Watching us silently. As you know, with my eyes closed, I often ask you, what happen? Why did I become like this? Was I like this from the beginning? What was I like? I don't remember anymore. Time already took the life …
The value of love is in the memories.
Hi everyone! Wanna hear a story of discovery? Have you guys ever heard of fanfiction stories? Actually I'm a fanfiction writer/author:') I started this hobby almost three years ago when I fell in love with this couple that started in this …
When you hold hands it takes two but why does it only take one to end a relationship?
If someone would ask me what do I do most of the time? My answer would be simple. I dream. I dream of my present future and past. I dream of the things that will and make me smile no matter what. I dream of memories once cherished b…
Often times we don't notice that we draw lines in between things so that we don't confuse ourselves in what's real and what's not. But there are times when those lines doesn't always remain clear. As time goes by, they will blur and fade un…
One can forgive. But one should never forget. - Marjane Satrapi
Happiness feels a lot like sorrows.
Do you have to have a reason for loving someone? Or maybe a reason to tell someone you love them?
What kind of of guy was he? He was like a river-- swallowing everything, rapidly moving forward.
There is so much we don't know... So we love and we hope that it holds.
I want to love and be loved in return.
Sometimes I want to live like I don't feel anything. Like I don't see nor hear everything. I wish I could pretend that I'm still whole and there's nothing missing. Pretend that I'm not broken and the pain doesn't hurt as much. Smile like th…
Everyone dreads goodbyes and farewells. They leave that weird lingering empty feelings inside of you. It maybe sadness or it can be more than what you imagine. I just hope that with every goodbye or farewell we make brings new hellos …
The hardest part of life is not having someone beside you who's willing to listen without judgement when you're at your lowest points in life. The part when the pain is crushing you inside continually without mercy and there's not a thing…
When do you wish you'd disappear? I'd maybe wish it every moment I breathe with tears in my heart. Because no one seem to understand the reason behind those tears. Like I shed them for no reason. Because no one ever bothers to wipe them…
It's okay not to be okay once in a while.