Story-teller, forever a dream, chocolate lover and a starry-eyed girl. I'm a book freak too, btw. Nice to meet u too!
It's too damn cold outside my covers. And I'm too afraid to unwrapped the blankets around me. All I want is to stay warm all the damn time..
Even the smallest wound we bleed Even the tiniest pinch of pain we feel Even the littlest things matters Even the slightest touch moves us Even just a bit, we know these emotions becomes part of us.
I envy those people who make it seem like happiness is just around the corner. And all you have to do is open your eyes..
I'm done crying. I'm going to be okay. I have to be. I'm not going stay sad. I'm going to find happiness somewhere. And be happy. Somewhere far faraway. Until then. Being happy is all I want to be..
Is there any way to punish a book without it doing it to you instead. Uhm, did you get that?.
I lay there,. unmoving,. I'm drowning,. in my thoughts. Thinking,. and thinking,. and thinking,. I'm lost,. in endless circles,. My heart beats,. but it's empty,. hallow,. sad,. Yes,. it's wrapped,.
World, What If I Don't Know What To Say?.
I'm back...
Breathe B. Breathe R. Breathe E. Breathe A. Breathe T. Breathe H. Breathe E.
She's so good, Oh so good, At putting people down, As if its she'll ever do, As if she doesn't realize it, And no one is breaking from it, And no one lives with that kind.
Nobody really wants to admit that they feel lonely even when they are not alone. Sometimes loneliness is underrated..
What I want and need most in this life is something that stays. Something that I can always look back into. Go back into when everything else go on their own way and disappears. People change.
Some don't believe in things that they don't see, but some do, as if its the only thing there is.
Happy birthday. 19 years. I can't believe it, you know. Those 19 years felt like they barely happen. Like you just jumped from being 1 to 7 then 12 then 18 and now you're 19, soon to be 20.
There's nothing, nothing, that can prepare you when it's time to hurt, is there.
Clothes piled up,. Bags piled up,. Food piled up,. Cans piled up,. Shoes piled up,. Boxes piled up,. No spaces left,. Heavy heads hanging,. Exhaustion piling,. Patience shortening,.
/ / / / / / / / / / / / / / / Rain rain come again, Wash away all my pain. Refresh my memories With your pouring rain..
There's something about books that makes me feel like a different person in a whole different world. Like there is serendipity. The kind that doesn't need searching.
Sometimes I wanted to peel away all my skin and find different me underneath..
What. if. don't. know. what. to. say?.
The world seems to still when the night comes. The moon takes its place as the stars plant themselves in position. The silence surrounds the sky and the ground. City lights shines then.
I'm not so much... A fighter A speaker A believer A player A lover A writer And all... But believe me, I want to be so much more, if you let me.
There's nothing but silence. Wrapping me around with thoughts. And things only my mind could say. For a moment, I want to be invisible. For a lifetime, I want to be just me.
My best friend just asked me to cheer her up because of some stress she's having from school and other more things. I didn't tell her I was dealing with the same stress but with different reasons.
She has cracks Like a glass can have.
looking at the sky anytime the smell of after rain singing in the hot shower books you can't put down the smell of coffee the sound of the rain baggy comfy clothes watching...
sometimes I feel like I want to stop breathing...
When I say the word, I want to mean it. I don't want it to be pretense Or just because its the 'right' thing to do. I want the guarantee that its all mine and not someone else.
...when you're sad, lonely, or mad: 1. Take a deep breath 2.Listen to music 3. Write it down or opuss 4. Read a book 5. Draw 6. Sleep 7. Watch something funny or just anything 8.
The storm shook me to the core. It came and went without such warning. Leaving me devastated and torn and fragile. It wrapped me in such loss and sadness that I could not contain as a human being I...
I catch raindrops. On my open palm. As I listen to the solitude. Surrounding me as I'm still. The wind passing me by. I look up and smile. Feeling the world around me. For a moment that stills.
He caught me, waving his hand asking me to come over. I shook my head, ashamed. He frowns, waving his hand again. Taking a deep breath. I went with heavy steps until I stood in front of him.
Too much Chaos And sadness And tears And memories In just a day But it's okay Coz though Things ended In bruises Shed with tears And goodbyes There will sure Be tomorrow With new hope And hellos..
All I can do is cry. With nothing to console. Nothing else to say. Just letting tears fall. The memories are painful. And I wish to vanish them. But nothing happens. It's just me hoping.
Maybe she laughs. And maybe she cries. And maybe you would be surprise at everything she keeps inside. - Marilyn Monroe.
It kind of hurts, she confesses. How about you. He thinks the kind of part is just a mask. It has to be. He blinks, feeling the pain in his chest slowly spread.
Don't you hate endings. Like literally. They cause these unsorted feelings inside that makes you frown and sad and and really annoyed.
Having a conversation Where everyone is talking Them people and all.
Look at the scattered pieces of Me.
The more I fall The more I become fearless.
What do you do when you feel sad. I feel like there's something heavy inside me. I don't feel like moving or saying anything. My heart sighs as if nothing is going right.
I want to close my eyes And fall into the Never-ending slumber Of dreams against reality. Listen to my heart beating And nothing else Would possibly matter.
I can tend my own wounds. Heal my own pain. And wipe my own tears away. I can smile on my own. Even with pain inside me. As I watch you beside me. Hurt, with tears streaming down your cheeks.
How did you think of something that hurt this much. What do you do with the feelings that didn't belong anywhere. The fear... Loneliness... and sadness that you couldn't possibly contain.
The things I do for you may be small and light but don't forget, they came from the heart..
we meet and we tell stories of our lives and we smile and we laugh as if nothing had change. as if we never said goodbye.
Struggling to keep up, My heart is unease. I think about all the times when life seem to pass me by and all I can do is to watch. Those were my weakest times. I feel like I'm falling behind, Yet...
My memories serves like bittersweet taste under my tongue. Each flashes it's own feeling. An emotion wrapped with longing and maybe regret.
A woman is a woman. No matter how others describe her to be different. Whether she's young or old, married or single, a mother or not and capable or not.
Shame had visited me today And it's more than I can say That life had made me this way I sit and think to an extent "Life can be so beautiful and cruel at the same time, yet so fragile...
Let's meet under the moonlight. To gaze at the stars above us. To wish whatever we hope upon them. Let them witness our love. Let's meet under the sun. So it may shine bright upon us.
[Curiosity is definitely a bad - bad thing in human system. It has the effect of driving people to madness.].
Who am I. First things first, My name is Lakesza. I know, I know. It's a little weird and quite unique. But what can I say. It's something given to me. Maybe, even meant for me. But don't worry.
My heart is bursting With happiness I cannot and would Not contain.
I want to cry and cry and cry until the tears will no be no more I want to scream and scream and scream the pain until my lungs empties. I want to hurt and hurt and hurt until I can no longer feel.
For some reason I can't sleep. It's two am in the morning to where my life happens and my mind is still wandering to different places.
The need of so much Yet... So little of hope. How do you stop that little hope from rising. It hurt and disappoint Over and over again. I hate it and I want it to stop..
05. Finale "You lied... You said it doesn't hurt, that it didnt hurt because you didn't love me..." she whispers, closing her eyes. Her sobs were growing louder as tears streamed down her cheeks.
#2 When you come without intending to stay, you can take anything but my beating heart. Please leave it whole and untouch..
Dear opuss, I only have two words for you, And those are, 'thank you'. I never thought I'd write this much until I met you.
Have you notice. That the silence Surrounding us Is deafening. The heart Beating inside us Is aching. The silent tears Falling helplessly. Have you notice. Me falling Without looking.
#1 I want to do anything but fall in love with a person who would never love me back..
You've come home after such a long time... And we've found ourselves as if you never left in the first place. As if nothing had changed.
She smiled too much. She laughed too much. She hoped too much. She loved too much. She trusted too much. She cried too much. She hurt too much. She dreamed too much. She believed too much.
That simple end,. Where people smile in content. The light fluttering happiness lingering in every part of their being. A memory that can't be exchange For anything.
Pain. Where does every pain begin. When something is bruised. When a person starts crying. When blood starts to flow. Or does it start when everything is numb.
04. "Do me a favor will you?" Seohyun shoots him an innocent glance. That one kind he hates the most because she makes him seem like a jerk - though they both know he's far from being one. Or was...
When life is hard, I remember being with you. The sound of your laughter, Like a melody, Playing in my ears. Your smile that never fails to reach your eyes. The warmth of your presence beside me.
03. It was like this - his heart is wrapped in strings and with those he has limitations. Too many of them that he could barely count.
Have you ever felt as if you don't belong anywhere, and just want to live in a place where no one knows you?.
There's this girl I know from way back. She's a quiet person. She thinks quite differently for herself. Shes quite naive if you ask me. She longs for a companion but never went after them.
02. "Can we stop being friends?" "Yong..." She is stunned for a moment and then she catches his eyes, so vulnerable. "I hate it. I hate being called your best friend.
01. "How can he be so... perfect. And he doesn't even know it?" Seohyun shrugs breathing heavily through her nostrils.
In front of a mirror. I see a part of me. But not the whole. I find it strange. To find a stranger. Staring back at me. The things I knew. We're now suddenly. So different in view.
It's like my whole life. Had been nothing. But a blur. Everything around me. Is all so distant. And unclear that. I can't bring myself. To see what is missing. Or what is needed.
When I'm fast asleep, Dreams are endless, With no certain endings nor beginnings..
Title: A Ridiculous Thing Called First Kiss...
I am a soldier, A soldier at heart, And I will always be. I am a soldier, The kind who won't forget How my comrades Stood beside me Until the end.
Every piece of memory is crucial.
Title: Tiffany's Crazy Thinking ...
When it rains 03 (finale). by Einstein—that one had to live as though everything was a miracle, or as if nothing was a miracle. Stills that night...
Current day. Seohyun stared at nothingness through the window. The sky still illuminated light through the window despite the clods blocking the sun and an obvious rain was about to start.
Who needs therapy When you have Chocolates as heaven. The End..
2 years later... Then there came the night Seohyun never expected. That rainy night Seohyun laid wide awake at her bed listening to the humming of raindrops that fell against her window pane.
Poor girl, Her thoughts were wrapped around strings, Stuck inside different bottles, thrown into the sea.
When it rains 02. Where does every story truly begin. In life, there are seldom clear-cut beginnings, those moments when we can, in looking back, say that everything started.
Chapter 1 part 2 Surprisingly, the next day he found her sitting on the same spot with a book in her hand. He was on his way to his coffee shop, which is also a music shop all at the same time.
A broken heart doesn't heal easily, but that doesn't mean mending a broken heart is impossible. Some people just forgets that a heart that breaks comes back even stronger.
A broken heart doesn't heal easily, but that doesn't mean mending a broken heart is impossible. Some people just forgets that a heart that breaks comes back even stronger.
A realm after another. Books are like that. Worlds to comprehend. Different stories unravelling. Dreams that comes to life. Figments of simply imaginations. Whirlwind of emotions coming through.
I truly Dooley am a sucker for cheesy love stories. Anyone care to join me. Letters to Juliet is simply fattening my heart. Damn that English accent.
How do you explain something that you can't even understand yourself?.
You want to scream the pain, But instead, you hold it in. Because there's no one to listen. No one to understand the Emotions spreading inside you..
Where did you go wrong. I swear you wouldn't want to hear it from me. Because if I were to say, You did wrong ever since the beginning. The moment you chose other people and not your own children.
Save Earth. It's The Only Planet That Has Chocolate. The End.
Chocolate Is My Own Personal Heaven, So Sue Me. The End..
Stop. You. Yeah you. Hello. Thanks for stopping to say Hi. You're officially my friend now, so nice to meet you friend. Don't forget to say hi first to me next time.
I'm really bad. I have to tell you that. Right now you're reading this, probably thinking that I'm over thinking things right now and everything is not as bad. Things will get better.
Chocolate Makes Me Forget Who I Am. The End..
Chocolate Makes My World Go Round. The End. A/N: sorry for my sudden random burst of emo☺.