Tiffany's Crazy Thinking

Title: Tiffany's Crazy Thinking

Was it love at first sight?

I don't know.

Everyday I watched you secretly from the corner of my eye.

You seemed different.

Different from all the others.

The way you smile while you strummed your guitar - the way you slowly drift to your own world while you uttered the words softly out of your lips.

Oh wait. Maybe the way you daydream whenever you stare through the clear window near my seat.

I wish I knew what runs through your mind whenever you're lost in your own world.

But then again, I was only allowed to watch you secretly.

It was enough though - to make my heart smile.

Of course! Everything about you makes me smile, makes my heart flutters.

Who knew that someone like me who doesn't even have slightest idea about what they call love would feel this way the moment you appeared in front of me?

You just smiled and the next thing I knew - I fell.

And I fell hard.

And my routine became the same everyday since the day you came;

- watch you from the corner of my eye while you sat with your newly found friends

- watch you drift to your own world while you strum your guitar.

- wonder what's runs on your mind while you daydream looking out through the window.

Until, one day...

"I finally caught you!"

You caught me.

Watching - staring - gazing - thinking - admiring - whatever unknown (even to myself ) I was doing.

I was rendered speechless.

I mean who wouldn't right? I was caught red handed and there was no way to deny it.

I was never good at lying, anyway.

I looked down avoiding your gaze - and I knew you were staring at me but I didn't dare to check.

"It's okay. Tiffany,right?I've been watching you too, anyway. Would you like to be my friend?"

Your words were just so much like in my dreams that every right sense I had just disappeared.

I must be dreaming, right? Or maybe hallucinating?

Yes. I am. Then should I play along?

Sure. Why not.

I nodded, like a silly girl getting her first candy bar. "Would you like to be my first boyfriend then, Lance?" I finally looked up and gave you a smile (a sweet one)

You smiled back and nodded easily. "Sure, why not."
And that's when reality hits me. Hard.

I blinked as much as I could - hoping I was just dreaming.

OH. NO. BIG. MISTAKE.

It's not a dream.

GOD. PLEASE. TAKE. ME. NOW.

I heard you laugh at my misery.

It's DEFINITELY not a dream!

I wish I could play-pretend to be dead right now - but that would be totally ridiculous right?

I mean who would be in their right mind to play-pretend to be dead?

So what I did is that...

I fainted.

In my defense, I thought it was my option to save my face.

But then again, I'm not perfect - I'm a human species - definitely not some goddess (well - not sure about this - maybe I am - who knows)

I closed my eyes tight then I felt something lift me up and - it was you - I was sure because everyone in our class are heartless, except for you, of course.

Everyone was in a state of emergency because of me but you weren't...instead, I heard you smirk.

"What was that for?" I asked myself.

Then you whispered something to me.

I cringed at your words and suddenly I found my eyes wide open at what you said.

"I loved you the first time I laid my eyes on you, Tiffany."

Okay. THAT. WAS. TOTALLY. ABSURD!

"Aww, me too!"

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Okay. I have to deeply apologize for too much fluff that probably sent shivers down your spines. Lol. Hope you enjoyed it!