Falling behind...

Struggling to keep up,
My heart is unease.

I think about all the times when life seem to pass me by and all I can do is to watch.

Those were my weakest times.

I feel like I'm falling behind,
Yet again.
And all I can do is try.

I want to run to keep up
But my mind says otherwise
"Nothing seem right",
Is what it reasons.

Not being able to do anything is what troubles me most. It is as if I am helpless.

For now, this is all there is.
I don't wish to fall behind.
But I know, like any other,
I'll find my way to keep up.

Someday soon, it will end.
Like any other problem.